Title: Alter-Eighteen:
Art Lessons
Author:
Terri
Email: xgrrl26@yahoo.com
Rating:
NC-17
Summary:
Alternative version of events in the movie and in the eighteen series. Jean
and Logan head out to warn Marie of danger. Logan ends up sticking around
for some art lessons.
Disclaimer:
They're not mine, but I'm being pretty nice to them this time anyway.
Archive:
Ask, and ye shall receive.
Feedback:
Please? With a cherry on top?
Author's
Notes: This is for Jennifer Hallmark, who requested a PWP - this is probably
as close as I can get while also trying to work on doing my taxes :) This
started out as another take on "Eighteen Past the Hour" and quickly descended
into naughtiness. It's really just a flimsy excuse for a little smutty interlude.
And if I might add a word of caution from my own personal experiences
water-based paint comes off much more easily than oil-based. Much, much more
easily.
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This oughta
be another fuckin' boring mission. Hell, 'mission' - it's really more babysittin'.
Pickin' up some college kid in Anchorage, a mutant with deadly skin. Magneto's
after her - she don't know that yet - and we're gonna try to get to her first.
'Cause we're the x-men. Mutant babysitters.
Shit, it's
probably been a year since we even had a good fight. That go-round with Sabretooth
was damn good, but it's been a year. I'm dyin' for some action. I mean, that's
the pitch Chuck recruited me with five years ago - look, Logan, here's your
chance to kick ass on a regular basis without gettin' thrown in jail for
it, and not just any ass, oh no, super-mutant ass. Sounded like fun to me,
but the reality is that ass-kickin's rare. These kinda things - pickin' up
mutants - that's much more par for the course. I gotta talk to Chuck soon
or some shit 'cause I'm gettin' sick of playin' on this course.
"Are we
almost there yet?"
"About another
twenty minutes, Logan." Jeannie's still a little pissed at me for fussin'
about goin' on this trip. 'All missions are important, Logan.' Yeah, yeah.
The whole world hinges on whether we can convince a little girl to come to
Westchester before big, bad bucket-head gets her. Whatever.
You know,
I still don't quite understand why she left me for Scooter. I mean, that
first month that I got there, she was all over me. Next month, coolin' down,
but still pretty good. Third month, I get the Dear John speech. She said
she just didn't love me - well, no shit, that's not what it was all about
- and that meant she had to end the relationship.
I get that
part - Jeannie's the kinda woman that wants to be in love. And that wasn't
happenin' between us and wasn't gonna. I get it. But - Scooter? I mean, I
just can't even imagine him havin' sex with any kinda passion, and as much
as she needs love, she needs that too. Ah, well, what can ya do? She's made
her decisions, and it gave me a chance to be with some damn fine women over
the years - 'Ro, some teachers, some scientists, some of those mutant rights
people who come see the professor every now and then, Betsy. Betsy was a
good one, yessir. That woman knows what she's doin'. Uh-huh. Bitchy as hell,
but great in the sack.
It's about
time for a new woman. Last time with Betsy was about three weeks ago. Chuck
once asked me why my relationships never last more than six months. Maybe
that'll be somethin' to try with the next one. Seven months. See if I can
make it.
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"You know,
Jubes, I just don't like it that much."
"But it's
your best one, chica! It's great!"
"You're
biased - you're my best friend. You have to say that."
"Nuh-uh.
I'd totally tell you if it sucked."
KNOCKKNOCKKNOCK
"Jubes,
you expecting anyone? Tell anyone to drop by?"
"No. Oooh!
Maybe it's that hot guy you met at the laundromat!"
"I didn't
give him my address. Huh. Who is it?"
"I'm Doctor
Jean Grey. I'm looking for a Marie Matheson."
"Hang on,
coming......Hello. I'm Marie. Um, how can I help you?"
"Hello, Marie.
I'm Jean and this is my colleague Logan. We're from the Xavier Institute in
Westchester, New York. We know this is somewhat unusual and on short notice,
but we were hoping we might speak with you for a few moments."
"Um...what
about?"
"Well, that's
a somewhat delicate subject. May we come in?"
"I'm sorry,
but I don't usually invite strangers into my apartment. Um,especially strangers
that wear that much black leather. No offense."
"Yes, uh,
I understand that this must seem a little strange to you. Marie, have you
ever heard of the X-Men?"
"Yeah, the
mutants who - oh, wait - they wear black leather. You're X-Men?"
"Yes, yes
we are. May we come in?"
"Um, ok,
I guess. This is - this is my friend, Jubes."
"Hola."
"Hello.
I'm Jean, this is Logan."
"Coolness.
Look, Marie, babe, I have class now. Gotta buzz, chica. You gonna be OK with
the dominatrix duo?"
"Grrrr."
"Whoa, dude,
did you just, like, growl at me?"
"He's sorry.
Isn't that right, Logan?"
"Yeah. Whatever."
"Uh-huh.
Look, call Mr. Johnson if they get outta hand. See ya babe."
"Bye, Jubes.
Later."
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Girl's young,
real young. Maybe twenty. Cute. Nice rack. Kinda got a weird face - real
big eyes, prominent cheekbones, full lips - any one of those by themselves
just wouldn't look right, but together, they work pretty well for her. Wonder
what's up with those white streaks in her hair. Maybe that's the latest fashion
statement, who the hell knows. Maybe it's 'cause she's tryin' to be some kinda
eccentric artist or somethin'. Profile said she was an art student. I always
thought art was kinda useless myself. Who the hell needs pretty pictures
to look at? Well, at least she's takin' this in stride pretty much. I mean,
a lot better than I woulda. Jeannie's tryin' to explain it real gently, but
there's no easy way to tell someone a bunch of evil mutants are after them.
She hasn't said a thing, she's just hearin' Jeannie out.
"So, Marie,
we're prepared to offer you a home at the Institute, if you'd like. We'd
suggest staying there until the threat from Magneto has been taken care of,
at the very least. Do you have any questions?"
"No, no
I think I understand what you're saying. I appreciate you coming to warn me
and everything, but, I think I'll stay here, thanks."
What? You
know, she doesn't look like she's stupid, but there's that sayin' about looks
bein' deceiving.
"Marie,
you'd be in great danger if you stay here alone."
"Dr. Grey
- "
"Please,
call me Jean."
"Jean -
you know what my mutation is, right? I think that gives me a fair chance at
defending myself. I've got friends and neighbors here - we're a pretty tight-knit
bunch - they'd help me out. This is my home. I'm not big on the idea of letting
someone run me out of my home."
"Look, kid,
he ain't playin'. Accordin' to our information, he's got a machine that -
"
"I heard
Jean when she explained that part. It's my home. I'm not leaving. If he wants
to try to attack me or something, well, he'll be sorry he did."
She's got
balls, this one, I'll give her that. "What if you're wrong? What if he gets
a hold of you? What then, kid? You'd be screwed."
"Look, I've
- I've met up with Magneto and his crew before. To be honest - Mystique?
Well, her real name is Laura Matheson."
"Matheson
- but that's - that's your last name." Jeannie's a little slow on the uptake.
I can tell just by the way she said it, Mystique's some relation to her. Never
woulda guessed that.
"Yes, it
is. She's my mother."
"Y-your
mother?!"
"Look, kid,
if you think she's gonna protect you from Magneto - "
"No, I know
she won't. We're not......we're not close." She looks real sad right now.
Well, I would be too if I had a mother like that bitch.
"You said
you met up with Magneto before - what happened?" Jeannie's suspicious now
'cause of Mystique. She's smellin' a set-up of some sort. This kid's fuck-all
too innocent for that shit, though.
"He wanted
me to join up with him. I didn't want to. He tried to get Sabretooth to convince
me. It didn't work."
"That's the
short story, huh?" I can imagine Sabretooth woulda been pretty convincin'.
Her skin must be lethal as hell to put that fucker down.
"Yeah. So,
I know what I'm getting into. I'd rather face them on my home turf. Look,
I've worked really hard to build a life, not to become what my mother has.
I'm not going to run away from all that just because Magneto got some bug
up his butt about using me for his little mutating machine. Thanks, but no
thanks." Spirited, that's for sure. Gotta admire that.
"If you
ain't gonna go, we'll stay. Right, Jeannie?" I mean, all the spirit in the
world ain't gonna help her when push comes to shove. And if she's already
gotten away from Sabretooth once, I wouldn't trust her luck to do it twice.
Plus, I'm just itchin' for a good fight and that's almost a guarantee if they
come after her.
"What? Logan?
I can't - I can't stay, I have to go back to the mansion. I'm on duty at
the medlab and - "
"Then I'll
stay myself. Send someone back with my stuff. See if Chuck wants anyone else
to come out 'cause I'm not gonna be shit for any good against Magneto."
"Why wouldn't
you be any good against Magneto?" I can understand why she'd think I would
be - I mean I do look pretty bad-ass and especially in all this leather. Well.......maybe
just pop the claws. That's easier than explainin' with words.
"Ooh! Are
those - what kind of mutation is that?" She's not afraid, just curious. Huh.
In fact, she's even reachin' out to touch 'em and - oh, that feels damn good.
No one - no one's ever touched 'em before.
"It's, um,
metal. It was put into me. My mutation's healing - I heal from just about
anythin'. My whole skeleton's reinforced with metal. That's why Magneto'd
just about own my ass."
"Someone
did that to you? Good God....." She's still touchin' 'em. Fascinated. You
know, I don't really wanna put 'em back in. I'll wait until she's done touchin'
'em.
"Yeah. Sucks."
There, she's done. Back in. I've never seen quite that look on someone before
- almost like part apology for bein' so curious, part apology for the claws
bein' there in the first place and some kinda weird....I dunno.....approval.
Like - that's OK. The claws are fine. "Whaddya say Jeannie?"
"All right,
Logan. I'll go back and send someone. All right."
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"So, can
I get you anything?" She's got a nice place here. Weird to think of mutants,
especially ones like her with such a severe mutation, livin' on their own,
away from the mansion. Almost every single little dumb ass mutant babysittin'
assignment we've been on has ended up with them comin' with us. A few had
families that wanted 'em or somethin' like that, but for the most part, they
jumped at a chance to come to Xavier's. "Coffee? Soda? Beer?"
"What kinda
beer you got?"
"Uh, Molson
Golden, Molson Ice, Molson Canadian....." I think I like this girl. ".....um,
and one Guinness." I definitely like this girl. "I've got bourbon, scotch,
and vodka too, if you'd like." Yep. She's a keeper.
"I'll take
a Canadian. You like Molson, huh?"
"You mean
there are other beers?" Nice smile, good smell. Wonder if she's attached.
"Not that
I know of, darlin'." Little laugh there. "You got anythin' to eat?"
"Um...pretzels.
There's just chocolate chips, beer, and paint in the fridge. Sorry. I meant
to go shopping."
"Pretzels
it is then. Why do ya keep paint in the fridge?"
"The white
seems to lighten better when it's cold." OK, I have no idea what that meant,
really. "Hey - would you mind - would you mind me painting you? I've been
wanting to do a person-inspired picture for a while."
"Um, do
you want me to pose or somethin'?" That would definitely be a first.
"No, not
really. I don't really work that way. More like - I'd like to paint the picture
of you in my head and the thoughts and feelings that come out of that. You
don't really have to do anything but hang out and watch me paint."
"OK."
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"Tell me
about yourself. It'll help me paint." She's been workin' on that canvas for
about an hour now. Good taste in music - a little country, a little rock.
She's got paint all over her - clothes, face, hair.
"Well, not
much to tell. Don't really remember a lot 'bout my past. When I got this metal
in my body, they took my memories too."
Lettin' out
a little exasperated sigh. Maybe that's not what she wanted to hear. Hell,
it ain't exactly a happy story. "There's just no end to the suck of that
story, is there? I don't mean to be facetious, but that's even worse than
what they did to your body to me."
"Yeah. It
is." That's really all there is to say about that. "Tell me somethin' about
you."
"Anything
in particular you'd like to know?"
"Got a boyfriend?"
She's peekin'
out form behind the canvas with a naughty little smile. "No. Broke up with
the last one about three months ago."
"Had a lot
of 'em, then?" 'Cause she seems like a one-guy-woman.
"Not really,
no. Twelve, in all. It's just.....I can never seem to make a relationship
work. There's always my skin - that's a big problem right there - and there's
also a part of it that's just me, just something......I don't know."
"Your skin
ain't that big of a problem. Shit, I almost killed more than one woman with
these claws - wakin' up in the middle of the night from some nightmare, lungin'
out to kill before I knew it." Jean, Betsy, and that doctor - the surgeon,
Kelly. Don't really know why I mentioned the nightmares. Even when I took
a chunk outta Jean's arm with the claw, I didn't admit it was a nightmare.
Thank God I didn't hurt none of 'em too bad. Jeannie was the worst - fourteen
stitches.
"I have
nightmares too. It's - it's how I got these streaks in my hair. Sabretooth
attacked me, almost killed me. I've got a bad left knee, nightmares, these
gray hairs, and a lot of scars across my back from his claws." Musta been
bad. Musta been real bad to make her hair go white like that.
"Let's talk
about somethin' else." 'Cause I'm gettin' hyped to kick Sabretooth's ass
and he hasn't shown up yet.
"Yeah. Let's
see, something happier. Hmm....what's the most fun you've had in the last
year?"
"Fun?" I
don't have fun. Yeah, I kick ass, and that's fun, and I like sex, and that's
fun, but not fun, like, you know, happy fun.
"Yes, you
are familiar with the concept, no?" Teasin'. I think she's teasin' me.
"Yeah, I'm
familiar with the concept. I guess - I guess fixin' up my bike. I got a real
nice Indian from a junk yard and rebuilt it. I guess that was fun."
"That does
sound like fun. I kind of think of painting like that - building something,
making it work."
"Are you
good at it?" I really can't tell from the paintings 'round her house. They
look nice, but I don't know shit about art.
"I think
I can be, one day. I'm still learning and experimenting."
"Isn't it
the kinda thing you're just good at or not?"
"No, I don't
think so. I mean, I think you either have some natural talent or not, but
the more you work on it, the more you develop that talent. It's probably
the same with fixing things mechanically - you'd have to have some natural
inclination, some talent to do that well, but the more you practiced the
better you'd get at it."
Huh. Never
really thought of fixin' things as 'talent' before. "How long is it gonna
take you to finish paintin' that?"
"You curious?"
Teasin' again.
"A little.
I mean, you're paintin' me, after all."
She's peekin'
out from behind the paintin' again. "That I am. So tell me more about you.
Something else."
"I've been
with the X-Men for five years. I'm Canadian, I think. I don't like to be
cold, but I like livin' where it is cold. I like hockey. I like fightin'.
Brawlin' or with the X-Men, either. Don't really have much else to say." Her
paintin' picked up. She's workin' furiously now.
"What about
- do you believe in God?"
Don't think
I've ever really been asked that before. Don't really give it much thought.
"Hmm. He hasn't done me too many favors. What about you?"
"I believe
in God. I don't think - I mean, I was raised Catholic, but I don't think
God is like what the church says. I don't think it's all about following rules,
or stuff like that. And hey - if you don't believe in God, who are you going
to swear at when things get really bad?"
That's funny.
"What else you wanna know?" This ain't bad duty. Sittin'. Talkin'. Drinkin'
beer. If every one of these mutant babysitting assignments was like this,
I'd be first in line for 'em.
"Have you
ever been in love?"
"No."
"No hesitation,
you don't need to think about it, just - no?"
"Yeah. What
about you?"
"Once. About
three years ago. Or at least I loved him."
"He didn't
love you?" Why do the words 'dumb ass' pop right into my head when I think
about the guy?
"Nope. He
left me after six months. Now, come to think about it, I don't think I've
been with anyone more than six months.....Hey! Why are you laughing?"
"Could say
exactly the same for myself."
"Well, we're
both safe from stable relationships, then." She looks good laughin'. "What
else?"
"What, you're
outta deep questions?"
"I'm going
to have to really concentrate on the painting now. I'm finishing up."
You know,
I'm actually pretty damn curious to see what it looks like. "I dunno what
else you wanna know."
"Whatever
else you'd want to tell me. Just talk." She is workin' hard on it now. Lotsa
paint all over her hands and flyin' everywhere else too.
"I don't
know nothin' about art."
"There's
not a lot you really need to know. Art is kind of different for everybody,
I think. Very personal. I think anything that moves you, that creates an emotional
or intellectual reaction in you is art."
"Say somethin'
about you."
"I like
you. You're interesting."
"That's
about me." But I liked hearin' it, that's for sure.
"It's about
me too. I like.....I like painting better than drawing and drawing better
than sculpture. I like rain and snow. I like cloudy days better than sunny
days. I like having a home of my own, my own place. I like that a lot."
"That why
you don't wanna leave and go to Westchester?"
"Yeah. I
fought really hard to be able to have a safe place of my own to live. I know
it's just an apartment, one half of a duplex. But it's mine. I pay for it,
nobody can kick me out, and if I don't want someone here, I can kick them
out." I can relate to that. It's one of the things that bugs me about livin'
at Chuck's - yeah, I got my own room, but if Chuck says I get out, I get
out. If I don't want Jeannie or Scooter droppin' by, I can't really do nothin'
about it. I miss bein' on my own a lot, actually. Even when it was just the
truck and camper - it was mine and I did what I liked in it. "Hey - speaking
of me staying here - shouldn't we have heard from Jean by now?"
Shit. Forgot
all about that. Drinkin' beer and talkin'. "Let's give her another half hour
or so. If she doesn't check in by then, I'll call. Could just be that somethin'
came up - she's the only doctor there and sometimes it gets a little hectic."
"Sounds
good." She stopped paintin' all of a sudden. Now she's puttin' down the brush.
Hmmm.
"Done?"
"Yeah. Yeah,
I think so."
"Can I look?"
She's smilin' real big at the canvas and I'm just gonna head on over there
and take a - whoa. Whoa. She wasn't kiddin' when she said it was thoughts
and feelings and shit 'cause this don't remotely look like me. It's all color
and vague shapes and swirls. Lots of blue and grey, with brown in there too.
You'd think that'd all clash, but she made it not. Guess that's the talent
part.
"What do
you think?"
"I like
it. I don't really understand how you got this from me, but I like it."
"You don't
see it?"
"See what?"
"Come here,
step back." She's pullin' me to the far side of the room and - huh. Huh.
"See it
now?"
"Yeah." When
you step back away, you can see the outline of my claws - three of them. That's
what the grey is. You'd never see it up close and I wonder how the hell she
did that without steppin' back to look at it while she was paintin' it.
"You don't
like it." Frownin'.
"No, no
- just - I don't like the claws. I don't like my claws." That came right
out.
"Sorry. I
- I didn't mean to offend you. I don't think of you as synonymous with them.
There's a lot of you in there, not just that. There's your hair - the brown,
how it's all wild and pointy, and your eyes - the browny-green that's in
there. Those shapes - those are your temples, and those are your shoulders.
The blue - that's - well, that's calm."
"Calm? You
think of me as calm?" Either she missed the boat totally, or she's seein'
somethin' that everybody else - and I mean EVERYBODY else - has missed, 'cause
-
"No, that's
the reaction I have to you. When you said you'd stay, when you agreed with
me staying here, it calmed me."
I didn't
really mean to grab her and haul her up against me all of a sudden like that,
but somethin' about the way she said that, somethin' about the way she's
lookin' at me makes me wanna have her real close, and right now. "I like
it. I like it a lot."
"Oh." She's
lookin' up at me and she's not upset I did it. She's not upset. She's lookin'
at me all open and relaxed. And wanting. She wants me. Well, gonna do somethin'
about that. Just gonna grab the edge of that little scarf she's got on -
it's got paint all over most of it, but it'll do to kiss her with. Like this.
"Mmmm....."
She liked it. She liked it.
"Hey, Marie."
I know this is too fast, way too fast. I just met the girl this mornin'. But
if she's feelin' half of what I'm feelin'......."Let's - do you wanna go
into the bedroom?" That ain't the smoothest way of askin' but -
"My skin
- I - " No worries, darlin'. I got an idea.
"Paint."
"What?"
She's breathin' heavy now, and I can't keep my hands offa her body. She wants
to too.
"I could
cover some of your skin in the paint." Her eyes widened at that and her heartbeat
sped up too.
"OK."
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She gave
me five or six colors, and the white that was in the refrigerator. I laid
her out on the bed, naked. She explained to me how she'd had sex with other
boyfriends using tights and a condom, but I want her all naked for now. There's
a big white sheet underneath her to catch the paint without ruinin' the bed.
I'm no artist, not by a long shot, but I got the idea into my head to paint
her, really paint her like she said with colors that mean thoughts and feelings.
I've got these big, rough hands, and I don't know nothin' about makin' a
paintin', but I got it in my head to paint her, to paint her the way I see
her.
I'm gonna
start by paintin' her face. With red mixed with a little white - pink the
way she blushes and how her face colors when she laughs. Pink across her
cheeks and forehead, mixin' with and coverin' some of the other traces of
color already on her face from paintin'. She's holdin' my eyes the whole time,
and - brown, I should paint part of her brown - she's got those big brown
eyes and all that brown hair. Brown isn't exactly the right word for it -
there's some fancy color like chestnut or somethin' that is better, but I'm
not too fancy. Brown. I'm gonna put some brown across her eyebrows and on
her neck a little, get some in her hair too. She's gigglin' a little at that,
and I like how she looked just then -
Oh, oh,
the way she squirmed underneath me just now - that's nice too. I like that.
Time to move on to her shoulders. Those should be green, I think. Natural,
strong but delicate. Yeah, green. She's moanin' a little - just soft little
noises as my fingers trace her collarbones. That's gettin' me hot. Breasts
next. Definitely. And those - so beautiful, so perfect - those should be purple.
Purple like royalty and like you see just a glimpse of in the northern lights.
"Oh, Logan....."
That feels good to her. I gotta be rubbin' the paint into her skin pretty
good, but she said not to worry about that. I like that I'm markin' her like
this, makin' her over like I see her.
Stomach next.
Don't really wanna leave the breasts, but I wanna finish paintin' her. I
think a little yellow for her stomach. Dunno why, just seems right. Yellow,
real pale yellow across her stomach and hip bones. Can't really use paint
on her sensitive spots, so on to her legs. Legs are blue. Long and cool and
perfectly shaped. Blue legs, deep blue legs. Tracing long lines of blue with
my fingers down her thigh, pausin' at her knee a little, drawin' circles.
All the way down to her ankles.
"Roll over,
baby." Blue back up her legs - I can feel her shiver when I trace across the
back of each knee. Her rear end - nice and curvier than I thought at first
- that should be red. I like red for that. Passion. Those curves make me
feel passion and that's red. Gonna knead the color into her flesh, gonna make
sure she's covered in it.
Her back
- I'm runnin' outta colors and I just think that - yeah. Yeah. I'm gonna do
her back in handprints. My hands, with all the mixed up colors, all over that
gorgeous back. She was right about the scars. They're bad. But I'm gonna mark
her now with my hands. Gonna cover the scars with my colored handprints.
"All done,
darlin'."
She's rollin'
back over and she looks like she just wants to purr. "How do I look?"
"Perfect.
Like a work of art." There's a smile. A slow, pleased, affectionate smile.
Of all the women I've been with, I can't really think of any that have looked
at me with pure affection. "You move me."
"Your hands
feel just incredible on my body. You're - you're making me feel so much."
Gonna take
the scarf, the one with paint already all over it, and kiss her good. Her
little hands are runnin' all over my leather outfit, and I can barely feel
them on me. Got to get these clothes off. I wanna feel her.
"Logan.....be
careful. My skin...."
"It's OK.
Just - we'll wrap the sheet around you a little and I'll be careful." 'Cause
I wanna feel her close to me.
"Oh...."
Her breasts are sensitive, very sensitive. She reacts strongly to the lightest
touch. Gonna use the scarf here, 'cause, much as I like kissin' her, I want
my mouth on her breasts. I wanna feel her react, make her want me more.
"Oh!" Archin'
her back up to me, God, that's good. I can taste the paint, but I can taste
her too, and she even tastes purple here. That was the right color for sure.
Love the way she's sighing and moaning a little. "Logan, th-that's so good...."
"Let me
- let me get the gloves." She said there might be one pair of hers that would
fit and I hope like hell so. I really wanna touch her where I couldn't paint
her. And I can smell how much she wants that too. "You doin' OK, darlin'?"
"Never better.
Please - please get my gloves too. I want to touch you. Please."
"Here -
here, baby." Thin, really sheer gloves. Those oughta feel - oh, damn! She
meant touch me, really touch me, and - oh!
"Is this
OK?" God, I'm already so hard from paintin' her, and the way those little
soft hands are movin' on me, I - "Logan?"
"Y-yeah.....don't
- don't stop...." She's leanin' toward me a little, carefully, tryin' to stay
mostly covered with the sheet between us. God, her hands, the way she's strokin'
me, squeezin' just enough, movin' just fast enough, just right. "Marie....don't
stop....."
"Look at
me. Look at me, Logan." Those big brown eyes just lock on mine and it makes
it so damn hard to hold on. Her hands on me, goin' faster now, faster and
I -
"Marie!"
"Yes.....yes....."
Harder and faster and I can smell her strong over the paint, even over the
paint I can smell how bad she wants me, oh, God -
"Marie,
please, now!"
"Yes....."
And she is, she's givin' it to me just like I need, so close, so close now
and those eyes, those big eyes -
"Ah! Ah!
Marie!"
"Yes, Logan,
yes."
"Aaaahh!"
Oh God, oh, oh, she kept my eyes the whole time, the whole time and that
was so good and so strong that I just -
"You're
so beautiful, Logan. So beautiful."
She must
be lookin' at me through a different set of eyes, 'cause beautiful isn't a
word people associate with me any more than calm. But I like that she does.
I like that a lot. "Lie back baby. Your turn."
I can use
the scarf across her breasts - I can keep my mouth on her there, keep drawing
reactions from her there while I touch her. Just gonna slide my hand between
her legs, gonna go slow. She's already more than ready, but I wanna make
it slow and good.
"Mmmmm....."
That was right. That was just right. Sliding a finger inside her, just one,
just gently. Then stroking her, a little harder, a little faster, hittin'
just the right spots. God, she's startin' to move all over the place - writhing,
archin' her back, clutchin' at my head with those gloved hands. I wish I could
just push those legs apart and bury my head there for the duration. She smells
so good.
"Logan, like
that - just like that....please...." Thought that might do it for her pretty
good - bitin' a little on her breasts and keepin' a pretty firm pressure goin'
with my hand. Her hips are startin' to really move with my hand and God,
she wants it, she wants it bad.
"Logan....yes....."
I could listen to her moan my name like that all night long. "Oh, God.....yes....."
She's startin' to come close now. Startin' to give herself over to me. Come
on, baby, come on. Let go. Let me take you there.
"Oh!" Yeah,
that's it. Come on, come on. I wanna smell you, I wanna feel it happen. "Logan!
I - I - oh!" Almost, almost. Come on, please baby, let me do it for you,
let me do this for you. "Ooooohhhhh!" There, there. Let go, Marie, let go
all the way. "Aaaahhh!" Yeah, baby, yeah. "L-logannnn!" Love that. Love to
hear my name comin' outta her like that, frantic and needin' me, and goin'
over the edge.
She's comin'
down a little now. God, she looks so fuckin' exotic. White streaks in her
hair, color all over her body. God, she looks unbelievable. "You liked that?"
I wanna hear her tell me. I wanna hear her say it.
"I loved
it....you.....you.....I've never felt that good before......it was so good....."
Yeah. Love
it. Want it. Want me. "Marie, baby....."
"Oh, Logan.....I
can't move.....I can't.......oh, God......."
"Just rest.
Just rest. Baby, you're so amazing." Just gonna hold her. Just gonna wrap
the sheet around her a little and bring her right up close to me. Love this.
So good.
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Didn't mean
to fall asleep like that. Only been out for about an hour, though. God, she's
even cute when she sleeps, even with paint all over her like this.
"Mmmm..."
Shit, I'm wakin' her up, runnin' my hands over her like that. "Logan?"
"Yeah, darlin'.
You can go back to sleep if you want."
"Mmm....no,
it's OK. I'm up." The way she plopped her head back down on me would seem
to indicate otherwise. "Did Jean call?"
Fuck, forgot
about that. She definitely should have by now. Somethin' must be up. "No.
I gotta - hang on - let me get outta bed here. I gotta call her." I think
I left the cell phone in my uniform pants. I wonder if paint comes outta
leather.
"Do you
think something went wrong?" She's sittin' up with the sheet around her and
I really kinda wish she hadn't done that 'cause it just makes me wanna push
her back down on the bed and -
"Hello?"
"Jeannie?
What's up? You didn't call."
"Oh, Logan!
I'm so sorry! We - Magneto tried to intercept me on the way back to Westchester.
I guess he just assumed we had Marie on the plane."
"You all
right?"
"Fine, fine.
Scott and Hank and the Professor came to my rescue before Magneto could do
too much damage to me or the plane. He's back in custody, and so is Sabretooth.
Mystique got away, though, and it's just been chaotic for the past few hours.
Sorry I didn't call. I can - I think I can send Scott back to get you in a
few hours."
"Uh, hang
on a sec, Jeannie." Wonder what she'd say if I asked..... "Hey, Marie - they
got Magneto and Sabretooth. Mystique's still on the loose, but the situation's
under control."
"Oh, wow.
Well, thank God. That's good news."
"Yeah. Look
- I, uh, they're askin' if they should send someone to get me. I, ah, I got
some time off comin' and I was wonderin' what you thought about me stickin'
around a while. I mean, might not be a bad idea in case Mystique - "
"Yeah! I
mean.....yeah. Stay. Stay." She looks pretty happy with that. There's that
affection-look again too. I could get used to that.
"Uh, Jeannie?
Yeah. Look - just - just send someone with some of my clothes and stuff.
Or just mail it to me. Tell Chuck I'm stayin' out here for a while, takin'
some time off."
"Logan.....please
tell me you didn't sleep with that girl." Jeannie actually knows me pretty
well. Plus, she's a telepath and a man can't keep all his thoughts in his
head. I bet I was projectin' pretty good there for a while.
"She's just
givin' me some art lessons. I'd like to stick around for some more." Wicked
smile now from Marie.
"Art lessons,
uh-huh. OK, fine. See you soon, then?"
"Maybe.
Later Jeannie."
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"You know,
I didn't realize until just now what today was."
"What's today?"
Can't be the anniversary of one month at the cabin, not already. No, no it's
only been three weeks since she said she'd go with me for the winter and
it's only been two weeks since we got here. Maybe her birthday? No - that
was four months ago. It's not my birthday, I don't know when the hell it
is.
"A year."
"A year?"
"A year
since we met. A year that we've been together. That's my longest relationship
ever."
"Huh. Mine
too." Shit, it don't seem like a year since that night I painted her. Don't
seem that long at all.
"It's a
little scary." She's comin' over to sit in my lap now, puttin' her arms around
me.
"Yeah. But
it's good, right?"
"Oh, yeah.
I - I really love you." Now, that's the first time she's said the L-word
outside of bed.
"I love
you too, darlin'." And I do - that question she asked me that night - have
I ever been in love? - well, now I'd answer yes. For sure. No hesitation,
don't need to think about it.
"I've got
an idea...." Oh-oh. That's the naughty-Marie smile. That's made for some interesting
times. Like the time we cleared off the kitchen table and I laid her out
on it, or the time I bent her over my bike, or the time she caught me in
the hallway at her place and braced both her feet on the opposite wall while
I - "This time, I could paint you."
Now, that
got me goin' right there, just thinkin' about her hands - her hands covered
just with paint - on me. But if we use up all the paint that way, she won't
have much left for the rest of the winter to work with. "We have enough paint
for that?"
"I don't
really care." Her hands are already headin' for my belt. I'm beginnin' to
forget why I cared too. "I can always draw." Soft lips, bitin' and kissin'
my shoulders through my shirt while her hands unbutton my jeans.
"I like
drawin'." I like how she's bitin' that spot on my neck even more, all playful
and -
"I love
you. Let me paint you." Pullin' back to look at me, to make sure I heard
it and to make sure I know.
"Yeah, darlin'.
Let's go." Art lessons with Marie once a year - I'm not a refined kinda guy,
not by a long shot, but I think I could go for that.
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