Title: Pick
Your Poison
Author:
Terri
E-mail:
xgrrl26@yahoo.com
Rating:
PG-13
Disclaimer:
I only own Zach - the rest aren't mine, not even Hank, not even though I
feed him twinkies. Poo.
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Summary:
Sequel to chapter three. Hank got to be the one to talk to Scott (by
half a vote!) And he gives Scott a piece of his mind.
Comments:
Hank got a little jilted here because he's not the only one who gets to talk
to Scott - the story just kind of went that way. But he still got a
starring role ;) I hope that makes up for the lack of a Hank-centric vote
option this time around, but I'm stocking up on the twinkies just in case.............
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The knock
came at the crack of dawn, also known as 6:15 a.m. Hank was the only
one well awake at that hour, and he had a good guess at who the early morning
interlopers might be. Bracing himself and easing a snub-nosed .38 into
his lab coat pocket, he made for the door.
He didn't
arrive before a second flurry of knocks had guaranteed that at least some
of the other mansion inhabitants were awakened. As he reached the door,
he debated briefly whether to get word to Logan. Let them sleep, Hank
decided. Maybe this can all be handled civilly. And maybe there's
a better chance of that without Logan's involvement.
"Hello.
May I help you?" Hank thought that Logan's description of them was
quite apt - there were no surprises in Hank's initial assessment.
"Yes," the
woman answered, "My name is Ororo Munroe and this is my colleague, Scott Summers.
We are looking for a friend of ours, Rogue. We believe she may be living
here."
"And may
I inquire as to why you are looking for your friend?" Hank kept an
amiable expression on his face, but his body tensed as he heard a small noise
behind him. He didn't want to take his eyes off the x-men in front
of him, so he could only hope it wasn't Logan or Marie.
"We have
not seen her in some time, and when we last knew her, she was - she was not
well. We would like to speak with her, please." Storm's voice
became insistent on the tail end of her statement.
"I'm afraid
that she does not wish to speak with you. I must ask you to leave our
property, now." Hank doubted that his words would have any impact;
he felt he had to try nonetheless.
"We need
to see her," the man insisted. "It's our job to take care of her, and
she's been missing for a long time. We need to talk with her and make
sure she's OK."
"That won't
be possible." Hank began to swing the front door shut; Scott stopped
it with a hand.
"Look, we're
not leaving until we see her. Either you can let us in or we can -
"
"Scott,"
Ororo interrupted with a gentle hand on his arm. "We do not mean to
make trouble, but Rogue, our friend, is very important to us."
"She is
doing well," Hank offered tersely, beginning to be a little annoyed at this
point, "but she does not wish to see you, and I am not inclined to disagree.
I do not think it would be at all beneficial for her to have any contact with
you. Now, please - "
"Do you
mind telling me, exactly, who the hell you are to decide whether she sees
us or not?" Scott shook Storm's arm off and forced the door open wide
again.
"I am, exactly,
her treating physician. And I daresay that she is more satisfied with
my services than those of her previous doctor. I am also her friend,
who cares very much for her and does not wish to see her upset. Your
presence would most certainly achieve that, and only that, I might add."
Hank felt a large, strong hand at his back. He knew without turning
around that it was Logan.
"Get the
hell off my land, Summers," Logan ordered.
"Not until
we see Rogue." That insistence came, surprisingly, from Storm.
It was so startling that Scott forgot his ire momentarily and simply stared
at her. "You removed her from the mansion and have kept her concealed
from us for too long, Logan. We care for her too. We want to
know what is going on." Storm crossed both arms over her chest to
emphasize her resolve.
"Not gonna
happen. You saw how she was at the bar when you came in. You
scare the livin' shit outta her, not to mention every time I lay eyes on
ya, I'm sorely tempted to start hackin' parts off. You ain't gettin'
anywhere near her." She'd woken to the sound of the knocks, as had
Logan, and, though he tried to calm her and had left one of the kids with
rather formidable powers, Zach, guarding their bedroom door, he still caught
her making for the closet to find a hiding place as he left.
"We demand
to know what's going on." Scott took a step toward Hank and Logan, crossing
the threshold. "And you know we'll find out one way or another."
Logan let out a low growl and was preparing to say something that Hank was
sure would only escalate things. Hank decided to take matters into
his own hands before Logan could respond.
"There are
some pertinent facts I wish to enlighten you on regarding the treatment path
you chose for..............Rogue." Hank was unaccustomed to calling
her by that name, but Logan had instructed him not to use her real name.
"There is a small diner in town. I would be happy to meet with you
and discuss these matters there. However, I cannot discuss anything
pertaining specifically to Rogue's medical condition. That information
is confidential."
Scott appeared
to be weighing the offer over. "Fine. Bring Rogue. She'll
give her consent to share the information with me."
Logan actually
snorted at that, but Hank was the one to respond verbally. "I think
not. If you do not wish to have the information, that is your business.
However, if you do truly care about the children in your care, I would think
you would be most interested to know why Rogue's treatment failed."
Hank let the implication hang there for several long moments, resolved not
to speak before Scott did.
"Fine," he
finally replied, grudgingly. "Meet you there in a few minutes.
But don't think this is over ." He stomped back in the general direction
of their car. Storm lingered for a moment, though.
"Logan,
we cannot simply take your word for it that Rogue is well now. We care
about her and we must - "
"That's such
a goddamn crock, and you know it. If you gave a shit about her, you
woulda helped her, not fuckin' locked her up like an animal and drugged her
up with poison. Fuck off, 'Ro." Logan slammed the door in her
face, ending the conversation with finality.
After a
brief confab with Hank, Logan headed back to the bedroom he shared with Rogue.
He'd told Hank that 'Ro would probably stay behind, to make sure they didn't
smuggle Marie out and away from them, and he'd been proven correct when both
men watched her take to the skies as Scott got in the car alone. Several
of the kids were charged with keeping an eye on her. Logan would guard
Rogue while Hank spoke with Scott. Now, as Logan returned to their room,
he wondered what might happen after that.
"Hey, kid.
Thanks." Logan slapped Zach's shoulder. The boy had been still
rigidly standing guard outside the door. Logan trusted the young man
a great deal - he'd never failed Logan in a critical situation. Still,
the kid had never seen battle, and Logan was glad he hadn't had to fight
to protect Marie today.
"Are they
gone?"
"Nah.
Got one flyin' overhead, but we're keepin' an eye on her. We're workin'
it out. How's she doin'?"
"I - I think
OK. I was talking to her through the door the whole time, you know,
so she wouldn't be scared." Logan smiled his thanks at that, but Zach's
expression turned suddenly dark. "If these people are why - why Miss
Marie doesn't talk, I hope they rot in hell. If you need any help with
them, I want you to know - you can count on me."
"Yeah," Logan
sighed. None of the kids had really seen Marie at her worst.
They all knew her as the sweet big sister/mom of the house, the one that
never talked and was kind of skittish, but would give her all for any one
of the kids. Logan wondered how they'd feel toward the x-men if they
knew the whole story. He suspected that he wouldn't be the only one
having dark fantasies of hacking off assorted x-men body parts. They
were good kids, he thought, loyal kids. He knew how it felt to have
someone who loved you, who took care of you, who was loyal to you suddenly
dropped into your life - it felt a lot like some kind of minor miracle if
all you've ever known is being kicked around. Marie was that person
for mostly all of the kids, showering wordless affection and encouragement
down on them every moment of the day. Logan knew well the strong sense
of protectiveness that was created by that. "Thanks, kid."
Zach nodded
and left, heading to the kitchen for some breakfast. Logan watched him
go for a moment, then entered the bedroom he shared with Marie and locked
the door behind him. She wasn't anywhere to be seen - the closet doors
were shut. "It's me, darlin'. Everythin's OK."
Nothing.
She did this sometimes when she felt threatened. She hid, and wouldn't
respond, not even to Logan, at first. He knew she needed a little time
to be sure it wasn't some trick or hallucination. "Are ya in the closet?
'Cause if ya are, I, ah, really did mean to clean it out like you asked and
all, but things kinda got busy." Still nothing. Sometimes a joke
worked, sometimes it didn't. Logan knew he had to just wait and keep
talking until she was ready.
"It was
Scooter and 'Ro at the door. Hank took Scooter inta town. I think
he's gonna tell him what's what with the drugs so they don't do it to anybody
else. I kinda didn't wanna say anythin' about anythin' to 'em, but
Hank made some sense when he said he wouldn't wanna have anybody else get
hurt like you did and I kinda think they're too stupid to figure it out by
themselves. Hopefully, they'll leave us the hell alone then.
'Ro's flyin' overhead, she's stickin' around 'cause they don't wanna lose
track of ya, but I doubt she'll pull any shit. Coupla the kids are
watchin' her just in case. You can come out if you wanna, it's safe."
Still nothing. He admired her hiding skills for a moment, chest swelling
with pride a little at the fact that even he wouldn't have been able to detect
her heartbeat or breathing if he hadn't known what to listen for, before
remembering what had taught her those skills and how pathetically little
use they'd been in her small, sparse cell.
"I was thinkin'
that after they go, maybe you and me will get our heads together and plan
to do somethin' nice for the kids. You know, the holidays and all are
comin' up soon, and maybe we could have some kinda big dinner or maybe even
a party for 'em. That might be nice." Logan thought he heard
a small rustle from the closet, just the barest of sounds. Marie did
this a lot too when she hid - she made a small, detectable noise just to
see if anyone would pounce on her. Logan remained on the bed, but relaxed
a little.
"I thought
I'd just stick close to ya today. I know we got some wood that needs
choppin' out back, and I know the truck needs an oil change, but it can wait.
I thought it'd be better for you and me to just hang out in the house together
today." Logan heard a larger rustle, and then the squeak of the closet
door being opened. Marie hadn't come out, but Logan knew that was her
invitation for him to come in. He walked slowly over to the closet,
careful not to startle her, and he gently opened the door a little wider
as he knelt down. It took him a moment to locate her - she'd hidden
herself under a pile of clothes and blankets and had backed herself into
the corner. Only her big brown eyes and eyebrows were visible - she'd
wrapped herself up in a blanket and had strewn clothes atop herself for further
camouflage. "Hey, beautiful. How're you doin'?"
Her eyes
crinkled at the corners and Logan knew she must be smiling a little.
"Marie, can I ask you somethin' about before?" He always asked before
bringing up the past. Hank had suggested it, noting that it would make
Marie feel more in control of those memories, would give her a way to feel
less powerless. Marie thought about it for a few moments, then nodded.
"Didya hide like this then? In the cell?" Marie nodded, then pulled
the blanket around herself more tightly, wiggling into it as well.
Logan realized that she was pantomiming how she'd hidden before.
"You were
tryin' to hide from 'em when they came with the drugs, weren't ya?"
Another nod. Logan mused on what he'd told her for a moment, and then
a thought hit him out of the blue. He let out an abrupt, startled exhalation,
and Marie looked at him questioningly. "Shit," he whispered, before
noticing Marie's expression.
"Darlin',
that's - that's why no talkin', right? That's why no talkin'.
When you got to talkin', they gave ya the drugs to quiet ya down and then
the bad dreams came. Is that right? When you talked before, it
just gotcha the real bad dreams, didn't it?" Logan had directly asked
her before why she didn't want to talk, but she always only lowered her head
and frowned. Hank hadn't had any better luck, and neither wanted to
push her to talk about it before she was ready. But this time, Marie
slowly nodded, just once, and her eyes quickly filled with tears.
"Oh, baby,
it's not gonna work like that any more. I promise. I - I - you
can talk all you want, darlin', no one's gonna hurt ya. Nobody's gonna
make you be quiet or give those bad dreams any more." Marie looked
doubtful. Logan crawled a little further into the closet and drew her
into his embrace - blankets, clothes, and all. "Oh, Marie, I'm so sorry
I didn't figure it out before, darlin'. I shoulda realized. But
- but it's OK now. It's OK, I promise. You can talk as much as
you wanna, baby. Nobody's gonna hurt you if you do. You just
talk whenever you want now, you don't hafta be quiet at all, OK?" He
felt Marie's arms clutch at him tightly. "It's OK now, baby."
"So you
expect me to believe that the drug Jean used had some sort of side effects
that no one knows about and that's why Marie was so sick? I'm sorry,
I don't buy it." Scott leaned back into his booth seat, and folded
his arms over his chest.
"Buy it
or don't, Mr. Summers, that is your prerogative," Hank was frankly quite irritated
with the man by now. He'd explained the mutatol issues quite thoroughly,
even disclosing his own involvement with the drug at Phillips Pharmaceuticals.
Hank understood that the treating doctor, Jean, was this man's wife, but still.
"I felt it my moral obligation to share the information with you. What
you do with it is your own moral decision."
"You haven't
really told me anything about Rogue."
"As I said
I would not." Hank sipped his coffee and tried to catch the eye of their
waitress so that they could get the check. He was definitely ready to
go.
"You can't
think that kidnapping her and - and - "
"Now, hold
on right there, Mr. Summers. No one is making Rogue do anything in opposition
to her own free will. She is perfectly capable of making her own choices."
Hank was moving past irritated and coming up on angry. He didn't like
being called a kidnapper.
"If nothing
was wrong, you wouldn't be hiding her. I don't know what Logan's told
you, but Rogue and I were friends, close friends. She's the closest
thing I've ever had to a sister, in fact, and I'd be willing to be that Logan
didn't say a thing about me until he ran into us the other day. Doesn't
that tell you something?" Scott was animated now, leaning across the
table and speaking loudly enough for half the diner to hear.
"I'll tell
you what tells me something, Mr. Summers. The fact that you ignored
Rogue's degeneration during the mutatol treatments. The fact that you
persisted in that course of treatment despite your knowledge that, from the
very beginning, it was intended to have only a palliative, not a restorative
effect." Hank now leaned across the table as well, putting himself
nearly nose-to-nose with Scott. "How about the fact that Rogue's obvious
and marked improvement seems less important to you than your own anger?
That tells me quite a bit. And let us not forget the fact that, no
matter how close you claim to have been prior to her illness, she still never
chose to tell you her real name. What do you suppose all that tells
me, Mr. Summers?"
"She told
you her real name?" Scott asked in amazement.
Hank sighed
and leaned back, trying to regain his equilibrium a bit. "Yes.
As much as you may want to believe that there is some black conspiracy afoot
to somehow injure Rogue, all readily observable signs should indicate otherwise
to you. Yet you continue to accuse me - and Logan - of having some
malevolent design on her. I would advise you to consider that it is
only your own bias and paranoia that leads you to believe such things."
"I'm hardly
paranoid. Logan - he almost killed Rogue once. Stabbed her, right
through the chest with his claws. You do know about his claws, don't
you?" That drew an impatient huff from Hank. He knew all about
the claws, and the stabbing incident, and was angered that this man was trying
to use that incident to paint Logan in a poor light. "I don't care
what he's acting like now, I know what he's really like." Scott finally
sank back into his seat a little, seemingly satisfied that he'd made his
point.
Hank raised
an eyebrow, mentally calculating whether or not stooping to this man's level
would be worth the minimal satisfaction that the jibe he was considering would
deliver. After thinking it over, Hank decided to stoop a little.
"Logan is not interested in sleeping with your wife. Get over it."
That produced
a predictably slack-jawed and angry expression in Scott, but Hank jumped
back in before he had a chance to respond. "Rogue is safe with us, happy.
She is getting better. I think you have seen that for yourself.
Forcing your presence upon her can only hurt her at this point. If
you ever really did care for her as more than some pawn in your never-ending
penis-waving contest with Logan, you would want what is best for her, even
if it is the person you most despise and a situation to which you have not
given your seal of approval. Are you really so morbidly egotistical
or stupidly oblivious so as to persist in clinging to your own theories even
when they are so vastly and so readily contradicted by the evidence at hand?"
Hank actually wanted an honest answer to that question. As a scientist,
he was driven by facts, results, proof. He had little patience for
people who could not relinquish their own pet theories in the face of evidence
to the contrary. To do so was, in Hank's opinion, to think yourself
better informed than the laws of nature, and was the worst, most destructive
kind of arrogance.
"How dare
you question my - my motives? Just who the hell are you to - "
"I have
answered the 'who the hell are you' question once this morning already, Mr.
Summers, and I honestly, I tire of it. I - "
"I don't
care if you claim to be some doctor or how damn many big words you use, I'm
not going anywhere until I see Rogue."
"Then I
hope you like Canadian winters, Mr. Summers, because I have no intention of
letting you anywhere near Rogue, and I believe that Logan and I can see to
it that that is so." Without taking his eyes off of Scott, Hank put
out a large, blue-furred hand to catch their passing waitress. "Check
please."
"Sure thing,
hon." Doris was Hank's favorite waitress and he, her favorite customer.
He was always very polite and was very chatty. Doris liked chatty people
- they were usually very good tippers. "Everything all right over here?"
she asked, eyeing Scott suspiciously.
"Yes, thank
you. I hope we haven't caused a scene. My apologies if we have."
"Oh no,
hon, no problem. Lemme just get your check and I'll send you two on
your way." She gave Hank a final wink, and then made for the cash register.
"I mean
it," Scott said, in a quieter tone of voice. "I'm not going anywhere
until I talk to Rogue." Hank said nothing in reply. He couldn't
think of anything else to say that might have a chance of getting through
to the man, and he wasn't one to engage in futile efforts. "She won't be
afraid of me, I guarantee it." Hank thought he sounded very much like
a man speaking to convince himself, not his listeners. "I - I don't
know what happened back at that bar, but if I can just get her away from
Logan for a minute and - "
"Mr. Summers,
when you came to the door this morning, Rogue hid in the closet. She
is likely still there. That is the reaction your presence produces."
Hank doubted that those words would reach him either, but they came out almost
involuntarily.
"I never
did anything to hurt her. You - you have to understand, I tried to protect
her from Sabretooth, I tried." Hank felt a twinge of sympathy at that
despite himself.
"I am sure
you did," Hank offered. "But in her mind, she likely connects you with
some very unpleasant experiences nonetheless. She is still recovering.
If you choose to keep forcing a meeting with her, if we have to keep her under
watch at all times and keep the house under guard, what do you suppose that
would do to her progress? Do you not wish to see her return to normal,
to health? Do you not wish to see her complete her recovery?"
"Of course
I do, but - but a complete recovery - that's not possible. Jean said
she'd never be the same, even if - even if she did get better." Hank
noted that Summers seemed off-balance now, unsure for the first time since
he'd rung the doorbell this morning. Maybe Hank was getting through
more than he realized. He decided to say one last thing.
"What is
possible is often limited most by our own preconceptions, Mr. Summers.
That is a lesson that science has taught me over and over again. For
Rogue, we have all desperately wished for and worked to achieve the 'impossible'.
For her, there is nothing, literally nothing, any of us would not try.
I suggest you bear that in mind, Mr. Summers." Hank left enough for
the bill and a generous tip on the table, then left Scott to his thoughts.
Soooo............pick
your poison:
1) Scott
and Storm talk it over and decide to stay and try to see Rogue
2) Scott
and Storm talk it over and decide to go back to Westchester and report on
the situation
3) We get
to hear what the kids at Logan's house think about all this, and I get to
decide what the X-Men do ;)
And the
winner was #3......NEXT
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