It didn't
take long to find the source of the scents - seven humans littered the lobby,
two of them trying to start a fire indoors, like idiots. They were
using sticks to rub together but had no rock to make a spark, making Logan
revise his estimate downward from idiots to complete morons. He'd definitely
have the drop on them if he shot first - they looked fairly drunk in addition
to being so obviously stupid - but there was a problem. It wasn't just
humans. A large, blue, furry person-shaped lump was lying near the fire.
A mutie, definitely. A smaller blue person-like form was tied to a long
stick and was squirming. Little mutie. If Logan just peppered
the place with bullets, they could get hit. Cursing his bad luck and
seeing if he could convince himself that the big one was probably dead already,
he hesitated.
"Hey, Joe,"
one of the humans slurred, "They got some, uh, you know - whatchacallit?
They got a gift thingie here. A store, a gift shop."
"Yeah?
So?" That was presumably Joe - the one trying to start a fire with
the twigs. Logan smirked. If Joe was the leader and brain-trust
of this bunch, a quick, surprise annihilation of them all might not be the
only possibility for victory.
"Matches,
dude! Don't they got matches in those places? Or even a lighter."
Joe's eyes lit up at the thought, and Logan made his decision. Leveling
the rifle on his shoulder and taking aim, he let out the first shot.
It was accurate,
felling Joe in his tracks. Before the 'genius' of the group could respond,
the one who'd suggested matches to start the fire, Logan took him out with
shot number two. The rest were dispatched nearly as efficiently; only
one got off a shot, and it missed Logan by a mile. Sniffing around for
others and smelling none, Logan cautiously advanced on the muties.
The smaller
one was crying earnestly now. It looked like a small boy, probably a
toddler. The man next to it must've been its father. The man
was lying in a pool of blood and the boy was trussed up and gagged, bound
tightly to the stick. Logan's eyebrows knit in confusion for a moment,
but then he got it - it was a spit. They'd been about to roast the
child over a fire. Only, they'd been too stupid to figure out how to
start one. Lucky for the kid, Logan thought, as he bent over to begin
untying him.
"Oh!"
Logan whirled at the exclamation and was a split-second away from shooting,
when he realized it had come from Marie, who had entered the lobby.
"Marie!
I toldya to stay put!"
"I know,
I know, but I heard shots and then nothing and I got worried when you didn't
come out right away." Her touching concern for him cut through Logan's
anger, and he settled for a scowl instead of a rebuke. "What's - what's
that?"
"Muties.
You wanna check the big one? I can hear a low heartbeat and some breathin'
from up close but he's in bad shape."
Marie didn't
move. "I've never seen mutants like that. I - I didn't know there
were ones that looked - looked like *that*. I never knew there were
ones that didn't look like people." She suddenly turned stricken eyes
on Logan. "Oh my God, how would they ever hide from the humans?
Everyone would know they were mutants right off."
"Yep," Logan
concurred, nodding with his head toward the larger mutant. That got
Marie moving, finally, to check on him. "Dunno how they hid.
Musta been damn good hiders to survive this fuckin' long lookin' like that."
Logan took another look at the knots binding the child, whose bright yellow
eyes were wide with mindless panic, and decided that cutting was a better
option than untying. "Stay still, kid. I'm gonna getcha outta
this." He let out one of the claws, just a few inches.
"Logan, he's
got a wound on his leg, a bad one, and I can't tell if there are bruises because
of all the fur, but - oh!" Marie's abrupt shock wasn't at the man's
wounds, but at the sight of Logan's claw.
"Fuck,"
he cursed in frustration, putting it back in. "Sorry. Shoulda
mentioned that."
"You - that
looked metal," Marie said in awe, her erstwhile patient forgotten for the
moment.
"It is.
Got 'em put in me, in a lab, probably like the one you were in. Got
six of 'em, three in both hands. Metal all over my skeleton too."
He caught her eyes and said in a low, earnest tone, "I won't hurt ya with
'em. I only let 'em out when I hafta fight. Or, uh, to cut things,
like now." At that moment, he felt every bit as idiotic as he'd judged
the humans to be. Yes, Marie, I happened to have six lethal metal claws
I didn't mention, but don't worry, I'll only use them to cut things.
Great. "I mean - "
"Does it
hurt?"
"What?"
"When you
let them out, does it hurt?"
"Every time."
Their eyes locked and he had an almost irrepressible urge to go over there,
throw her to the floor and make her his, wounded muties and dead humans notwithstanding.
A muffled cry from the child broke the spell - Logan let out the claw again
and began cutting him free. "What were you sayin' 'bout his leg?"
"Um, I think
that that's where all the blood is coming from. I can't really feel
anything that's going on inside him because of the fur - no skin to touch.
But I think that's the worst wound. He's a little beat up everywhere
else though, so I'm not sure if there are internal injuries or not."
"Waaaaahhhh!"
Logan winced at the boy's loud, full-bodied cry with the removal of his gag
and the final tie to the stick. The child darted immediately for his
father, throwing himself over his chest. "Dada!!"
"It's OK,"
Marie soothed, rubbing his back. "We're going to take care of him."
Logan raised an eyebrow at that, but Marie was consumed with comforting the
child. "It's OK now, we won't hurt you."
Logan huffed
a little, but headed off to the gift shop to look for something to bandage
the mutant's leg with. Marie tried to gently pry the child from his
father, but he was unexpectedly strong for his small size. "Honey,
you have to let him go. He's hurt. He needs help."
"Dada!"
Marie's
nose crinkled and she tried another tactic. "What's your dada's name,
honey? Can you tell me his name?"
"Dada," the
child answered logically, still not looking at her but somewhat less frantic.
Marie had actually expected that response. It gave her an opening for
another question.
"And what's
your name?"
The child
now raised his head to look at Marie. She gave him a warm, encouraging
smile. It was working; she had his attention. "Jules."
"Very good,"
Marie complimented. "Nice to meet you, Jules, I'm - " She'd been
about to say 'Rogue' but that somehow didn't feel right in this situation.
"I'm Marie. The man with me is Logan. He went to get some things
to help your dad with. It's going to be OK." Jules was still
just looking at her with wide eyes, so she pressed on. "Are you OK?
Did you get hurt?"
The boy
nodded slowly, but instead of indicating to Marie where he was injured, he
intoned in a small voice, "Burn me. Eat me." Marie frowned, not
knowing how to respond. What they'd been about to do to the child was
horribly brutal and his understanding of their intentions made it all somehow
even worse. Sensing Marie's empathy but loss for words on some level,
Jules finally let go of his father and went to stand before her kneeling
form. "Me got oweee. Here." He extended both arms, which
had matted and torn fur and a little blood from where they'd tied him with
the rope. Marie carefully examined his wounds. "Dada fix it.
Dada doctoo."
"Your father
is a doctor?" The boy nodded enthusiastically and with more than a
little pride. Apparently, he was old enough to understand that this
was a good thing. That prompted another question from Marie.
"Jules, do you know how old you are?" He proudly held up three fingers
for her inspection. "Three? You're three?" More enthusiastic
nodding.
"And a half."
"Three and
a half," she smiled. "You're a big boy." That brought the most
nodding yet.
"Hey, Marie,"
Logan announced as he returned. "Got some stuff. Why dontcha
lemme fix him up? We're gonna hafta stop that bleedin' and I can do
a pretty good field dressin'. Kid OK?"
"Mostly,"
Marie replied, taking Jules with her as she backed away from the larger man's
body. Logan set to work, cleaning and mending the wound as best he
could. He gave it a healthy dose of gift-shop Neosporin before beginning
to bandage it up. Marie occupied herself with keeping Jules talking.
"How long have you been here?"
"Dunno.
Me came with Dada. Dada big. Dada smart. We hide here,
Dada says."
"That was
kind of our idea too," Marie confided. "Logan and I thought this would
be a good place to live too."
"You live
wif Dada and me?"
"Um," Marie
exchanged an unsteady look with Logan. "I don't think so. But,
uh, we'll hang out for a while. After he's all done fixing up your
dad, Logan can take a look at your oweees."
"Dada wake
up?" Marie looked to Logan before answering and he gave a gruff nod while
he tied off the last of the bandages.
"I think
he will, in a little while." Marie tried to make her voice steady and
reassuring. "Here comes Logan now. Why don't you show him your
arms?" Jules did so, but backed up into Marie's embrace even as he
extended his appendages for Logan's inspection. "It's OK," Marie whispered,
"He won't hurt you, I promise." Her eyes caught Logan's as she said
it and they were filled with such warmth and certainty that Logan couldn't
help smiling a little.
"Let's see
whatcha got, kid." Logan gently examined his arms, then the rest of
him. Seeing no major wounds, he decided on putting some antibiotic
cream on the child's arms and bandaging them up. "I'm gonna put some
of this stuff on ya, then give ya a bandage, got it, kid?"
Jules nodded,
then asked, "Me bandoooge like Dada?"
"Uh-huh,"
Logan replied as he smeared the antibiotic across Jules' wounds. "Just
like your dad over there." After Logan finished, he gave Jules another
small smile. "There ya go. All patched up." Jules trotted
out of Marie's embrace and headed back to his dad, giving Logan and Marie
a chance to talk a bit. Logan wanted to tell her that the guy would
make it, and that they should probably start looking for another place to
live, when Marie surprised him with a kiss to his cheek. "What was
that for? Not that I'm complainin'."
"For saving
Jules and his dad. He's going to make it, right?"
"He's lost
a lotta blood, but he looks like a big strong guy and as long as there's not
a lotta internal damage, he should be OK. Didn't seem like he had broken
bones or anythin'. Look, we oughta get goin'. We can't live here
if they're livin' here and this place is probably just gonna attract people
anyhow."
Marie nodded,
but said, "I think maybe we should stay with them a while, to make sure they're
OK. I don't think Jules is old enough to take care of himself yet and
someone should keep watch over his father. I think you're right, I
don't think we should live here, but I don't feel right leaving them alone
here."
Logan scowled.
He'd actually kind of expected this from Marie. She seemed to be taking
to the kid quite a bit. "So, what then? You wanna stick around
here until he's conscious or somethin'?" Marie nodded, doing a more
subdued version of Jules' usual response. "Aw, shit, I don't wanna
get involved with people, Marie. We helped 'em along some, and we got
our own things to do."
Seeing her
expression melt into a ponderous one, Logan tried to marshal more arguments
for leaving the boy and his father but could think of none that would be persuasive
to Marie. She seemed to finish whatever she'd been thinking on rather
quickly, though, and she spoke. "It's your decision. If we leave
them, I'm not sure they'll be OK, either one of them. I think I'm going
to stay until they're back on their feet. But if you want to go, it's
your decision."
Logan frowned
at that. "I toldya before that I'm not that kinda guy, Marie.
I'm not the kinda guy that goes around helpin' people out."
"I know
what you told me," she returned levelly. "But I felt you and I know
that's not the truth. Well, not the whole truth anyway." Logan
scowled again, but didn't contest her words. "It's your decision,"
she repeated.
"Fine," he
grunted brusquely. "But if we're stayin', I ain't stayin' here, in
the lobby. I'll go find one of the rooms for him and the kid and another
one for us. Gotta get rid of the bodies too, before they start to -
" He was cut off by a very enthusiastic hug and another cheek-kiss,
expressing Marie's gratitude and delight at his decision. He hugged
back, but whispered, "Just 'cause you're stayin', got it? These people
ain't nothin' to me, and I'm gonna keep it that way. Once they're better,
we're outta here."
"OK," Marie
agreed, kissing him again, soundly and on the lips this time. "Thank
you." Logan finally relaxed the perma-scowl and gave her a small smile.
How could he not when she was looking at him that way? She hugged him
again before he set off in search of accommodations, and he tried for his
usual grumpy mood but found himself lightened by Marie's approval and her
affection. He could get used to being on the receiving end of both,
he thought as he began the trek up the hotel stairway, he could get very
used to that indeed.
By the time
night fell, Logan had situated them all in a second-floor suite. The
man was slowly regaining consciousness and had moaned a bit as Logan carried
him up. The boy seemed completely taken with Marie - he held her hand
as they ascended the stairs and chattered to her incessantly as Logan got
them all settled in. After he finished disposing of the bodies, he
wasn't surprised to return to find Jules seated in Marie's lap, dozing off
as she told him a fairy tale story. She caught Logan's eye but finished the
story and rocked the child a bit before laying him down on the small couch
across from his father's bed.
"He's exhausted,"
Marie commented as she finally turned her attention to Logan. "I bet
he'll sleep like a log."
"Yeah," Logan
returned uncomfortably. He'd been thinking as he cleaned out the humans
from the lobby and he'd decided that he wanted another shot at talking to
Marie about their situation. He knew they'd be here for a while, he'd
agreed to that, and he honestly wouldn't mind staying here, even with the
guy and his kid - as long as they kept to themselves. Winter was already
beginning to settle over the mountains, and they needed to find a place of
their own soon. He could stay somewhere in the park, not here, but
it would have to be on his terms. He certainly wasn't going to spend
his life playing nursemaid to the guy and his son.
"I want
to do something for you." Those words certainly snapped Logan out of
his thoughts. The look he gave Marie must've plainly conveyed what
was on his mind at the moment. "I mean, uh, to say thank you for, you
know, doing this. I meant something like cook a meal or something like
that." She was blushing now, and looking at the floor. "Is there
anything like that you'd like?"
"I'd like
another kiss," he ventured. Seeing her shuffle her feet a bit and keep
those eyes on the floor, he relented, "But I'd settle for you seein' what
can be scrounged from the gift stores downstairs. They've been looted
a bit, but there's still some useful stuff in there. Maybe tomorrow,
in the mornin'?"
"OK."
A half-smile quirked the corner of her mouth upward. Big brown eyes
flitted up to catch his, just for a moment. Logan smiled back a little
bit. "The kissing thing - I liked it." She looked just like a
skittish doe at the moment - all big eyes and legs and ready to bolt any
minute. A low, inaudible growl worked its way up from the center of Logan's
chest in response. He wondered if she had any real idea how much she
affected him. "But I have this theory that kisses should be, you know,
free. Not as a payback. And I kissed you because I wanted to
say thank you, because I appreciated you sticking around, but quid pro quo
kisses don't seem right." The growl was growing; Logan was nearly vibrating
with it as she took a hesitant step forward. "I know that must seem
pretty silly, a pretty naïve thing to say, given everything that's happened,
but - "
He couldn't
hold back any more. She was within arms' reach and smelling like she
wanted him and looking as desirable as any woman he'd ever seen, even the
ones he'd only seen in movies or magazines. He grabbed her by the shoulders
and cut her words off with a firm kiss, a lingering kiss. When it was
over, he released her and took an unsteady step back. Marie was quite
woozy herself; her eyes were blinking open and shut and she was licking her
lips a bit. That wasn't helping Logan to control himself.
"Mmmm¼¼."
At first, he thought the low moan had come from him or from Marie or possibly
both, but when another deep, throaty one followed, he realized it was from
the man on the bed. Marie seemed to be brought back to reality by the
sound as well, and her head turned back to look at their patient. "J-Jules?"
"He's OK,"
Marie replied as they both moved to the injured man's side. "He's asleep
on the couch."
"Wh-where?
Where am I?" The big man struggled to sit up, but Marie gently pushed
him back down.
"You're
still in the hotel, in one of the rooms. Do you remember what happened?"
"Yes," the
man answered slowly, clearly replaying the events in his mind. "We
were attacked when we came in to get a few things. We - oh, Jules!"
"It's OK,"
Marie repeated.
"He's fine,"
Logan added gruffly. "We happened to come along before they could, uh,
roast him." Marie gave him a wide-eyed look that told him he hadn't
pulled that off with the utmost tact and grace. Logan scowled and pressed
on. "He's got a few bad rope-burns on his arms, but he's OK."
"I must
go to him." The man struggled to sit up once more, only to be pushed
back down by Marie's gentle hands again. His eyes found Marie's and
she could see the naked desperation there. "Please," he said in a frantic
whisper.
"I'll get
him," Marie volunteered. Logan loomed over the prone man as Marie went
off to get the child.
"Kid said
you were a doctor," Logan commented, drawing a nod from the man. "You
had a nasty knife wound on that leg. Anythin' else damaged?"
That got another nod.
"I believe
a concussion has occurred. I was stricken with a cement planter from
the entrance way. Is Jules - you mentioned the rope burns but was he
otherwise injured? He is - he is only three and - "
"He's fine.
We got here in time," Logan interrupted. "What's your name?"
"Henry Philip
McCoy," the blue mutant answered in an exhausted sigh. "And I am forever
in your debt. I cannot thank you enough for saving my son."
"Mph."
Logan gave him a look that was the visual, expressive equivalent of the grunt
that had preceded it. "I'm Logan. My woman's name is Marie.
We're gonna help ya out a bit, Hank, but then we're outta here."
"Yes, thank
- oh!" Hank's words were cut off by the sight of his son, cradled in
Marie's arms, still asleep. "Oh thank heavens." Marie lay the
child down next to his father and Jules instinctively cuddled into Hank's
side a bit in his sleep. "Jules," Hank whispered in thankful awe as
he awkwardly moved to drape an arm around his son.
"He's really
tired," Marie supplied. "I couldn't wake him."
"He sleeps
so soundly sometimes," Hank replied, still obviously overcome with emotion.
"I - I cannot thank you enough. They said they were - were going to
- " He stopped before the tears took over.
"It's OK
now. We'll - we'll let you rest. We're in the next room.
Just call out if you need anything." With that, Marie took Logan's
hand and led him to their section of the suite. Logan caught the beatific
smile on her face as she stole one last backwards glance at the reunited
family. He knew how pleased she was that they'd helped them.
That caused him to frown - mostly because he found himself feeling a little
bit of that same emotion, which was exactly what he wanted to avoid.
His concerns were quickly erased, however, when Marie pulled him to her for
one of those all-too-fleeting kisses again. "I'm glad we did this,"
she said, remaining close to him.
"Yeah," Logan
said, pulling her even closer by her waist. "You wanna go to bed?
You tired?" He had a sudden desire to be curled around her again, just
as he had been last night.
"A little.
It's been kind of a long day." She didn't resist his embrace, and he
found himself definitely liking that. "Can I tell you something?"
"Sure."
"I'm glad
you picked me." The calm in her voice and the heat in her eyes rocked
him. It wasn't just a thank-you, he knew that. She was saying
that she was affirmatively glad to be with him, and him in particular.
"I'm - I'm so sad about what happened, about my friends and I'm still - I
guess I'm going to be grieving for them and praying for them for a long time.
But you decided to help me, and I'm glad you did."
"Yeah."
This time, it was Logan that swooped down for a kiss, but, unlike hers, his
were of the deep, slow variety. He released her after taking his time,
tasting her and exploring her fully. She rocked back in his arms a
bit; he wasn't sure she'd hold her feet if he let go. That was fine
- he wasn't about to let go anytime soon. He picked her up, and lay
her in the bed, joining her quickly and drawing her to him. Breathing
in the scent of her, he soon drifted off, following her into a sound sleep.
The morning
was heralded by Jules' enthusiastic jumping onto Marie and Logan's bed.
For a brief moment, Logan looked like he might claw the child, but Marie
quickly stilled his jumps and shooed him out of their bed, promising
to get up and get some breakfast together for all of them in a minute. Logan
had been quite thoroughly wrapped around her until Jules' bed-jumping antics,
and as soon as Jules had bounced back out of their room, he drew her back
to the bed, giving her backside a generous caress and firm squeeze in the
process. He felt her tense, but she didn't object, even when he nestled
her so closely against him that she must've felt his erection.
"Too early
to get up," he mumbled, spooning her back and letting his hands wander to
her stomach, firmly stroking her there, grazing the underside of a breast
with his thumb every now and then.
"Jules must
be hungry," she replied, a little breathless at his attentions. Logan
smirked a little at the effect he was having on her. "We should get
him something to eat."
"Mmm-hmm."
His actions contradicted his spoken response - one hand settled on her breast,
just cupping it, not caressing it. Not yet. He gave her a moment
or two to break away, or remove his hand, but she didn't. He pressed
his now very insistent erection to her backside more tightly and gave her
a gentle squeeze. That produced a moan which seemed to go directly
to Logan's groin. "Marie¼¼."
"Logan,
I - we, um, we need to¼¼to get up and¼."
"Grrrr¼¼."
That time the growl was plenty audible and Logan didn't try to hide it.
He buried his face in her neck and began moving his hips against her, seeking
relief for his arousal. She did tense and try to disengage from him
at that, but he quickly moved his hand from her breast and snaked it up beneath
her nightshirt. Skin on skin contact passed his desire into her, and
she stopped straining against him. "Can you feel me? Can you
feel how much I want you, baby?"
"Y-yes¼.but
- but I'm not ready. Logan¼¼.." Her breathy tone
certainly didn't lend any weight to the words, but Logan did register them,
and it gave him pause. He was swamping her with his own arousal through
the touch; it wasn't really her reacting, or at least it wasn't solely her.
Even though he knew he could have her, and that her body wouldn't follow
her mind's protest, he didn't want it to be that way. He'd said he
wouldn't force her and this skated uncomfortably close to that line for him.
Slowly sliding his hand out of her shirt, he gave her a gentle kiss, then
a less gentle bite, on the nape of her neck.
"I want
you, Marie, bad. But if you're not ready, we'll wait." She turned
to face him, still hazy with desire, but surfacing slowly. "I wantcha
to do somethin' for me, though. I wantcha to watch me." At first,
Marie's confused eyes told him she had no idea what he was suggesting, but
when he stripped the covers off of them both and freed himself of his boxers,
those same eyes widened in understanding. "Watch me," he urged again,
taking his erection in his hand.
Marie blushed
the brightest red he'd ever seen on her, and that only increased his excitement.
As his hand began to move over his straining arousal, he kept his eyes on
her, watching her shyly steal glances at his naked form. After a few
moments, she was gazing at him more openly, only briefly looking away every
few seconds. He snarled and pumped his hand much faster when
her eyes locked on his for the first time. With just a few more strokes,
he came, surprising himself with the force and intensity of it. He
collapsed in a heap on the bed, panting and covered in his own excretions.
Floating for a few blissful moments, he was so astonished to feel Marie's
small hand on his stomach that he actually jumped at the contact.
"Logan?
Are you OK?" He turned to see her face, and was glad that there was
no fear or discomfort there - only curiosity, mixed with a little embarrassment.
"Fine, baby.
Whew, I needed that."
"Because
of me? You got that, ah, excited because of me?" A nod and a
smile confirmed her guess. "Can I ask you a stupid question?"
Another nod gave her permission. "When you put your - your - uh, yourself
inside someone, does all that stuff come out?"
He almost
laughed at her question, but she had a drop-dead earnest tone and expression.
"Uh-huh."
"I guess
I realized that - that semen comes out, but I never knew what it looked like
or that there was that, ah, that *much* of it." Curiosity had overtaken
any remaining embarrassment now. With a tilted head, she was eagerly
peering at the fluid coating his hand and stomach.
"You can
touch it if you wanna," he offered. "Or taste it." A flush bolted
through her, and Logan smiled a little at her scandalized surprise at the
suggestion. He could tell the curiosity was still in there, though,
so he demonstrated his suggestion for her, swiping up a droplet of ejaculate
with his finger and plopping it in his mouth. Marie gave him an appraising
look, then reached out a tentative finger to his stomach, collecting a drop
for herself. She pressed it between her fingers, then rubbed them together.
Feeling his eyes upon her, she stopped her experiment, and unconsciously
wiped the fluid on her leg. "Do you ever do that?"
"What?
Touch myself?" Logan nodded. "I, um, did once. But my mom
caught me and - and - and you know what? We should really get Jules'
breakfast, we should really - "
"I'd like
to watch you sometime," Logan said with unashamed and unhesitating directness.
"I'd like that a lot. I think you'd look beautiful as hell doin' that.
I could help you, show you things. I'd definitely like to taste you.
If you'd like." He let the offer hang there in the silence, expecting
her to blush and excuse herself to tend for the blue-furred toddler.
She surprised him, though.
"I think
I might be too shy. And a little bit - a little bit scared. I'm
nervous."
Logan reached
out and lay a hand on her bare arm. He wanted her to feel the truth
of his words. "Don't be. There's nothin' wrong with it.
I can make it real nice for you, Marie, trust me. You could - you could
just lay back in bed and I'll be real gentle, or keep my distance and just
watch if that's what you want. I know you get a lot from me in the
touches, and you don't hafta worry 'bout that takin' over. You just
let me know."
"OK," she
whispered. Logan could smell the nervousness coming off of her, but
he was heartened at her assent. Well, heartened and aroused - again.
If that kept up, he wouldn't be getting out of bed anytime soon. "We,
um, we should - "
"Yeah, Jules.
Breakfast. I know. Come on, let's get outta bed."
"So I selected
Banff due not only to its remoteness, its natural resources, its plant and
wildlife population, and its suitability of climate vis-à-vis our fur
covering, but because it was my hope that we could spend a reasonably peaceful,
secluded winter here without fear of attack by humans. With the first
snow coming so late, the park was left accessible to humans, and we were
surprised by their attack when we attempted to secure some supplies from
the hotel." Hank was finishing up his explanation of how they'd come
to be here while Jules sat next to him on the bed, finishing off a dry cereal
breakfast.
"So you
were thinkin' of havin' the whole park to yourself then?" Logan's tone
and demeanor gave no doubt that he had a problem with that idea.
"Well, ah,
certainly not the entire park. If you would wish to live here as well,
I am certain that there is plenty of room for both of us."
"You live
wif us," Jules put in. Logan raised an eyebrow at the kid, but more
in teasing than true irritation. Marie wasn't the only one the kid
was growing on.
"Where were
you staying?" Marie queried. "You said you came to the hotel for supplies
- you weren't living here?"
"No," Hank
answered. "There are several small luxury cabins a few miles away.
They do not have the spectacular view of the lake, but they do have a commanding
view of the pass and they are quite defensible. I selected them in
part because they would be difficult for humans to attack."
"How many
cabins?" Logan asked, obviously with something in mind.
"Seven.
Seven cabins spread out over perhaps a kilometer."
"Hmmm."
Logan turned from Hank to Marie and Jules swung his head along too, copying
Logan's actions. "We'll take one of them."
"Ah, all
right," Hank quickly supplied, turning Logan's attention back to him.
"It would be my pleasure to have you as a neighbor." He was eager to
thank Logan for his help, Logan knew, and probably eager to have a neighbor
capable of kicking a little human ass if need be. Logan had a little
more than that in mind.
"Yeah.
I was thinkin' - this place is big, and it has a lotta stuff. It's
a good place. Hell, that's why I picked it. But it ain't big
enough for humans and us. We'll take one of the cabins, and if other
muties wander by, well, they can have a spot in the park if they wanna.
I don't really give a shit 'bout that. It's a big park. But no
humans. No humans. I ain't gonna hafta watch my back all the
time in my own place." Logan leaned in toward the larger man a bit
as he continued. "I dunno where you were in the war. I dunno
if you were one of the ones that tried to make peace or one of the ones that
went all out on day one. I'll tell ya this - I went Brotherhood, and
that's how we're gonna play this. No makin' peace with those fuckers.
No dreams of world fuckin' harmony or some shit. It's gonna be just
muties in this place, and any humans who put a toe onta park property are
gonna get it hacked off. I'm takin' one of those cabins, and that's
how it's gonna be as long as I'm livin' here. Got it?" Hank paused,
and appeared to be gathering his thoughts for a response. Logan wasn't
patient enough to wait it out. "Jesus Christ, Hank, they were gonna
- " Logan paused this time, trying to be at least a bit less tactless
than he had been yesterday when he'd mentioned Jules' potential roasting.
"They were gonna k-i-l-l your kid, and in a nasty-ass, tortuous way.
Don't tell me you believe in all this 'let's live together' shit, not after
three years of war, of genocide. Not after what happened to your kid
yesterday."
Hank looked
pained, but he finally gave an answer. "I can agree to your terms.
I do not - I do not believe that all humans are evil, that they are all bad,
or that living together is - is impossible. But neither can I endanger
my child. Neither can I chance falling injured or deceased at their
hands and leaving my son to fend for himself. And frankly, neither
can I fight you on it and win, certainly not in my injured state. I
agree to your terms." Logan sat back, satisfied. "But," Hank continued,
"I have a few terms of my own, ones that are significant enough to me that
I would be willing to risk leaving here to find another place with Jules
if you cannot agree to them."
"Whatcha
got?"
Hank sighed
in relief. At least Logan was willing to hear him out. "Any mutant
who comes here seeking shelter, seeking a home, shall be permitted to stay.
We have a duty to help others, and especially others of our own kind.
It is important to me, very important, to teach my son that principle.
It is our only hope for a world any better than that which we have now.
It is a very spacious park, thousands of square kilometers, and one must
doubt that there are enough mutants left alive after the virus in all the
world to make this place even remotely well populated, let alone crowded."
"Only problem
with that, Hank, is that then you gotta live with other fuckin' people.
And even muties can be a pain in the ass. I wouldn't let some of the
muties I know within a thousand kilometers of this place. The war has
fucked a lot of 'em up. I don't wanna worry 'bout Marie and I'm sure
you don't wanna worry 'bout the kid here. We can't just let anybody
come on in as long as they're a brother in the genes."
"Good point,"
Hank replied. "We shall have to take some measures to screen out those
who are a danger to us or to others. I suppose you and I can - can figure
that out," he ventured, hoping for a stake in the decision-making process.
"Fine.
Shit, you probably can tell better than me who's fucked up. You're
a doctor."
"Yes," Hank
agreed. "I can identify signs of clinical mental illness."
"Good then.
Anythin' else?"
"Yes.
I must have your word that you will not seek to take things that are Jules
and my own. The park has plenty of - "
"Don't worry
'bout that. I can get my own stuff."
"Ah," Hank
sighed. "Then I believe we are agreed." Logan nodded at him,
then turned to glance at Marie's expression. It looked a lot like pride,
and that confused him for a moment, but then he worked it out - she was proud
of his negotiation, proud that he hadn't threatened or frightened Hank into
doing what he wanted. It was an odd experience. He usually prided
himself on just those things - his physical prowess, his powers, and their
attendant ability to easily induce fear and compliance in others. Maybe
this is what civilization is, Logan thought distractedly, eyes focusing on
Marie's full, red, smiling lips. Maybe civilization begins again this
way - with negotiation instead of battle. Marie's smile widened.
"I'm so
glad we'll be staying," she said to Hank, but her eyes stayed with Logan.
"I think it'll be nice to have some company." Logan grumbled a little
at that, but didn't contradict her. She caught it, and her eyes became
playful. "Thanks for letting us join you."
"Of course,"
Hank replied courteously. Things were off to a good start.
All went
well as winter intensified. By February, the four residents of the former
national park had settled in to a workable living arrangement. Hank
and Jules occupied one cabin, the easternmost one, while Logan and Marie occupied
the westernmost one. Jules occasionally made the long walk to their
place to play or to retrieve the cookies that Marie sometimes made for them,
but for the most part, they lived separate lives, which was exactly as Logan
liked it. There had also been promising developments with Marie.
Tonight, she'd told him she'd like to make love with him. It would
be their first time having 'sex-sex' as Marie called it. She'd asked
with a shy blush and with her eyes on her feet the entire time, but she'd
asked, she'd trusted him enough for that. Logan was beginning to think
that this whole idea hadn't been such a bad thing. But just as he and
Marie were getting comfortable, they were interrupted by a knock on the door.
Thinking it was Hank, needing something, Logan got up to answer it.
Luckily,
he caught the scent of the visitor before he opened the door. It was
a scent he recognized, but not Hank's. It was Sabretooth's.
"Fuck."
"Lo-"
"Shhh!"
If he could smell Sabretooth, he could hear and smell them. A small,
low chuckle sounding from the other side of the still-closed door seemed
to confirm his concerns. "Dammit," Logan cursed under his breath.
Looking over his shoulder and gesturing for Marie to get the gun they kept
in the kitchen 'just in case', he addressed his former comrade. "Whaddya
want?"
"Open up,"
Sabretooth replied, still with laughter in his voice.
"Fuck off.
I'm busy." Logan could only smell Sabretooth, no others, at least not
nearby. And Sabretooth smelled hurt - there was definitely blood on
him, his own if Logan remembered the scent correctly. He wondered what
that all meant - had he been in a fight, or attacked by an animal, and wandered
up here by chance? Had he been looking for Logan, or worse yet, Marie?
"I said
open up." There was no laughter in there this time. When Logan
didn't comply after a second or two, a fist punctured the door.
"Oh!"
Marie started, and jumped back away from the door.
Logan thought
for a moment about telling her to make a run for it, to head for Hank's cabin.
But the thought that Hank might've been the one who gave Sabretooth the fight
and wound up on the losing end occurred to him. It left him with a
sinking, cold feeling in his stomach. Another clawed punch that penetrated
the heavy wood door brought him back to the here and now. "Steady,
Marie," he instructed, backing up toward her. "He's gonna be hard to
kill." Logan retrieved their other shotgun, the one that Marie didn't
know about, the one that shot large caliber ammo. He loaded it, then
grabbed a few more shells for good measure. "I'll shoot first, then
you. When I reload, just keep shootin' at him." A third punch
made a hole big enough to let Sabretooth see his hosts.
"Heh.
Thought you'd still have her with ya." Logan scowled, sick with the
knowledge that he'd been right - he had come after Marie. He leveled
the shotgun and aimed it at his former second-in-command's head.
"You ain't
takin' her. Now get out before I blast ya a new one."
'Don't think
so, *brother*," he snarled, ripping down even more of the door. "Got
gypped on those ones you left me with. The black chick didn't last
long, and the red-head found some way of explodin' her own head almost as
quick. Sure, don't mean we didn't have fun with what was left, but
still - I like it when they scream. Heard from some humans that you
were up here, that you still had yours with ya."
"Yep," Logan
answered evenly, easing the safety aside with his thumb. "And she's
stayin' with me." With that, he squeezed the trigger, catching Sabretooth
square in the chest. It didn't slow him much. He was through
the door before Logan could get off a second shot. After he had emptied
both barrels, and still saw Sabretooth coming, he turned to tell Marie to
fire even as his own fingers fumbled for more shells. With more than
a little pride, he noticed that she was already taking aim and about to squeeze
the trigger. Finally, with the fourth shot, Marie's last, Sabretooth
faltered.
Logan finished
reloading and tossed the fresh gun to Marie, then unleashed his claws and
sprung upon Sabretooth. He thought he could take the beast - he had
in the past. He hadn't counted on the fact that Sabretooth had had
time to plan for this, to have a few weapons of his own at the ready.
With a click, Logan felt the beast snap some sort of a collar on him - a
suppression collar, he realized a split-second too late. "Shoot, Marie!"
She did,
but both barrels barely stopped Sabretooth just an arms' reach away from
her. Logan jumped on top of his now-prone form, but he was quickly flung
off. Sabretooth's swipe launched him toward a forceful and painful collision
with the far wall. Logan could only watch helplessly as the beast advanced
on Marie in some sick re-enactment of their previous encounter, with different
players cast in the roles. Trying to stand despite the dislocated hip
and shoulder the collision had wrought, Logan vowed that he wouldn't just
stand by and let Marie get hurt while there was still a breath in his body,
no matter how futile or painful his efforts may be.
But just
at that moment, just as Marie could back away no further, just as Sabretooth
raised a claw poised to slice at her face, just as Logan felt a searing pain
bolt through his hip joint as he tried to put weight on it, a blue blur burst
through the door and set upon Sabretooth with a snarl. It took Logan
a moment or two to process that it was Hank, coming to his rescue.
"What the
- " Hank landed on Sabretooth's back, forcing him to the ground and quickly
grabbed the man's head in both hands. In less than a second, Hank used
his powerful muscles and bulk to wrench the beast's head around, snapping
his neck.
"Quick,"
Logan gasped, "Get this offa me. He'll be back up in a second.
Healin' mutation." Hank complied with all due speed and Marie rushed
toward Logan as well, arriving just as Hank freed her lover.
"Logan!"
She had to pull back at the last moment to restrain herself from embracing
him - he was injured and her affections would've only done more damage.
"Grrrr......."
Sabretooth's growl tore her attention away from Logan, and, not waiting for
his healing powers to complete the repairs to his body, Logan once again sprung
at him, claws extended.
This time,
Sabretooth had no tricks up his sleeve and, although Logan was weaker, and
injured, he was also pissed as hell. After a few minutes of intense,
savage fighting that wrecked most of Logan and Marie's home, Logan dealt the
decisive blow, decapitating Sabretooth with his claws. His head fell
to the wooden floor with a stomach-churning splat, and his body soon followed.
Marie leaned
into Hank breathing a sigh of relief. Hank too, eased and even smiled
at bit. But when Logan turned toward them, his eyes were still afire
and he let out the worst snarl they'd heard yet. "Logan, what's wrong?"
In reply
to Marie's question, he sprung at them both, claws raised. As Hank hurriedly
pulled Marie down and out of Logan's path, he realized that Logan was actually
aiming himself slightly behind and to the left of them. There was another
intruder.
Hank whirled
around quickly to face the new threat. What he saw shocked and panicked
him. Logan was about a hundred feet from the cabin, and had Jules in
one hand, roughly grabbing him away from the intruder and flinging him in
the general direction of his father, while his other hand sunk deeply into
a man's stomach. It was an armed man, a human, judging by his tattered
uniform. "Jules!" Hank leapt to his son.
The child
landed with a bounce or two, kicking up the snow in his path along the way,
and coming to a halt about halfway to the cabin. The human managed to
produce a pistol and was now emptying the clip into Logan's chest and gut.
Undaunted, Logan thrashed his claws through the man's midsection, slicing
him in two. The separated halves squelched to the ground, making a
sound just as unpleasant as Sabretooth's severed head had, but with the added
visual effect of much more flying gore as the parts went their separate ways.
Marie choked down the rising bile in her throat, and headed toward a panting,
heaving, bleeding - but victorious - Logan.
"Jules!
I told you to stay inside!" Hank had reached his son, and quickly scooped
him up into his strong arms.
"Dada!"
the child sobbed, burying his furry head in his father's shoulder.
Marie made
her way past them, halting a foot or so from Logan. He was still snarling,
feral, and she wasn't quite sure how to approach him. "Logan?"
"Hang on."
He sniffed the air in every direction and, apparently satisfied that there
was no one in the immediate vicinity, he turned hot eyes back to Marie.
"GrrrrYou OK?"
"Y-yes,"
she stammered, staring at his blood-soaked torso. "Logan, you're -
you're - "
"I'll heal,"
he interrupted concisely. "You see any more of 'em, Hank?"
"I did not
see that one," Hank answered breathlessly, nodding at the two fallen halves
of the human. "The larger one, the mutant, tore through my front door without
warning. We fought, then he yanked me out and tossed me over the hillside.
I had told Jules to hide and - and by the time I made my way back up, I only
saw the tracks of one man headed to your cabin. I did not see the other
man."
"Got me,"
Jules sobbed. "Went to look for you, Dada."
"I told
you to stay in the cabin," Hank instructed, trying for an even tone.
"It is important that you listen to me, Jules." The small boy nodded,
and hugged himself to his father tightly. "Are you hurt?" A shaking
head still buried against Hank's chest conveyed Jules' negative answer.
"Oh, Jules......." A few tears could be seen in Hank's eyes and he
began hugging Jules back.
"Hank -
" Logan addressed him in a tone more commanding and gruff than anyone still
living had ever heard from him. "Leave Jules with Marie and the shotgun.
You and me are gonna search the perimeter. Could be more of 'em nearby."
Hank nodded, and began prying Jules off of him. "And Hank - we find
'em, we kill 'em." His dark look gave no room for argument and frankly,
the all-too-fresh vision of Jules in desperate trouble a second time had
steeled Hank's resolve. He gave another nod, solemn this time.
"You two sit tight. Shoot anythin' that ain't us, Marie, got it?"
"I will.
Be careful." She gave him the long-restrained embrace now, adding a
firm kiss for good measure. She could feel his resolve through the
connection, his concern for her, and, surprisingly, his strong concern
for Hank and Jules. She kissed him again, sensually this time, giving
a promise of what he would return to.
"Take care
of the kid. We'll be back."
"Be careful,"
Marie urged again, gathering Jules into her arms. As she headed back
to the cabin, she tried to steady her nerves and brace herself for another
sighting of Sabretooth's corpse.
"I'm sure
they'll be back any minute," Marie soothed, keeping Jules turned away from
the body and keeping his hands away from the rifle that she rested next to
him in her lap. She tried not to think that she'd been saying that
for the past twenty minutes or so.
"Me scawed."
The child's shaking illustrated his words.
"It's going
to be OK. Your dad and Logan are two big, strong, smart men.
I'm sure it'll be OK."
"Me scawed,"
he repeated, unmoved by Marie's assurances. Probably because I don't
sound all that sure myself, Marie reflected. Luckily for both of the
scared charges, both of the big, strong men entered the cabin at that moment.
"Dada!"
"Oh, thank
God," Marie sighed, relaxing her white-knuckle grip on the rifle for the
first time that evening. "Is everything OK?"
Logan gave
a gruff nod. "Looks like it was just the two of 'em. Would bet
that 'tooth got the human to show him the way and was plannin' on offin'
him as soon as they got here. Human was probably plannin' on offin'
'tooth after he led 'em to even more muties. Both the fuckers got what
they deserved." Logan cast a hateful glance down at the various Sabretooth
parts littering his floor. "Gonna get this piece of shit outta here.
Probably oughta burn both bodies, just to be sure." The smirk on his
face said that, for Logan, there was more satisfaction in the idea than that
of mere certainty.
"No!" Jules
suddenly objected. "No burn me!"
Hank and
Logan exchanged a look. Hank opened his mouth to speak, but, surprisingly,
Logan beat him to it. Even more surprisingly, he spoke in a soft, gentle
tone. "Nobody's gonna burn you, kid. We're gonna give the bad
guys a toastin', that's it. You're safe now. Me and your dad
took care of everythin'." Hank smiled his wordless, emotional gratitude.
"C'mon, Hank, gimme a hand here."
After the
funeral pyre had been taken care of, after Hank and Jules had gotten settled
back into their own cabin (with Hank vowing to work on a radio communication
system first thing in the morning the whole way back), Logan and Marie finally
once again had an evening all to themselves, albeit a much different one than
they had begun.
When he
entered the cabin, she greeted him at the door, embracing him tenderly and
holding him a long time. He was moved by that, and more so by her subsequent
careful examination of his chest and stomach where he'd been shot.
The wounds were well-healed over, of course, but she ran tiny, gentle fingers
over every inch of him, feeling to be sure. "You fought for Jules,"
Marie whispered, the first words she'd said to him since he came through
the door.
"I fought
for you," he contradicted, placing his hands on her waist and drawing her
to press against his body. "Always will, Marie."
"I know,"
she whispered with more than a little awe. "I want you to know that
I will always fight for you too. We're - we're bonded. You were
right, you know, that first night. You were right. I am yours.
I do belong with you. I feel that so much right now." She took
her eyes from his chest to lock them on his still-feral hazel ones.
"But you fought for Jules too, you helped him too. And I love you for
that, Logan." His eyes widened at her use of the l-word, the first
time she'd said it straight out like that. "This war has changed everyone,
but you *are* a good man. It didn't change that about you."
"No, Marie,
that ain't it," he half-growled. "You changed me. I didn't start out
with anythin' good, and the war only made me worse. You changed that.
*You* did."
"I don't
believe that," she whispered, drawing close for a kiss. "I could always
feel good in you, always."
Logan gave
up argument for a deep, slow, sensual kiss. He was still in the flush
of battle a bit, still more than a little animal. That part of him
felt a strong urge to reaffirm his claim to Marie, to complete their plans
and make love as she'd asked. She seemed to sense that, judging by
the passion with which she returned his kiss. Or maybe, Logan thought,
she's just too overwhelmed by the touch, by my desire. He parted from
her, needing not just her touch-influenced acquiescence, but her rational,
independent, affirmative consent as well. His hands stayed on her waist,
shielded from her skin by her nightgown. "I still wanna be together
tonight, Marie. I need it. I wantcha to give that to me, if you
can. If you're ready."
Her brown
eyes sparkled and she smiled. Logan couldn't remember a time when she'd
looked more beautiful, more radiant, more - "I'm ready." More his.
He kissed her again, then guided her to the bed. Their bed, their home,
his woman - the connection to it all, the desire for it all flooded through
him and he reflected that those connections might not be so bad, might not
be so awful. Now, he had things to call his own, to protect, to cherish.
Although Marie was and would always be at the top of that list, maybe there
was room for a few other entries. Maybe there was room for just a few.
He lay them both down and set the animal aside for a while, determined to
show her just how important she was, just how primary. Her welcoming
smile and bright eyes seemed to reflect those same feelings back at him.
Together, they made love until the dawn.
"Spring
shall be upon us soon."
"Yep."
Logan leaned back on Hank's makeshift sofa, constructed from a wooden bench
and some large cushions.
"I suspect
that we will be set upon with more than a few mutants. We have had seven
during the winter, during the most difficult travel to the park."
"Yep."
Logan took another sip of his beer and his eyes drifted to the kitchen, where
Marie was engaged in cookie-making with Jules. She had batter in her
hair, and so did the kid, but they both were smiling and laughing.
They were having a good time.
"I think
that we should establish a procedure for dealing with new arrivals.
First, we will need to determine whether they are indeed mutants. I
have already begun work on a devising a test using some of the medical equipment
we have found. I hope to have something viable in the next few weeks.
Second, if they are mutants, we will have to make some assessment as to whether
they are a danger to the other inhabitants here." Jules let out a loud
squeal as Marie smeared his nose with some cookie batter. More giggles
from both followed. "I have a suggestion on that front."
"Lemme have
it."
"I am well-qualified
as a doctor to distinguish signs of mental illness, yes, but I believe your
senses may be useful in that regard as well. I gather that you can
pick up the scent of nervousness, apprehension, deception, etcetera.
Perhaps we should both meet with each new arrival and make a joint assessment."
Hank leaned back, having gotten the hard part out. Logan was not a
man much given to 'joint' anything, Hank knew. But in the long, quiet
months of winter and through the two attacks he and Jules had suffered, Hank
suspected that he had earned the man's trust and good humor to some degree,
that sharing this kind of authority may be a possibility.
"Sounds fine."
Logan sipped on his beer and kept his eyes on Marie, but his voice held just
enough of an edge to tell Hank the response was anything but casual.
"We'll see how that goes, huh? We can do somethin' different later
on if that's not workin' out."
"Of course,"
Hank replied, sinking back into the sofa for the first time.
"I'll tell
ya one thing," Logan ventured, "if we get people, they gotta find somewhere
else to live. They can go on to the hotel with those other ones we
got or go somewhere else, but the row of cabins - that's kinda just for us,
our headquarters, you know?"
"Agreed,"
Hank nodded, "I quite like having you two as the only neighbors."
"Ditto."
Marie and Jules were finishing up, and cleaning themselves up from the batter-smearing.
Marie sauntered over, placing herself in Logan's lap. He took a mischievous
lick at a stray lump of batter still plastering her cheek. "Tastes
good, darlin'."
"Me or the
cookies?" she inquired playfully.
"Both.
You wanna stick 'round until they're done bakin'?"
She beamed
down at him. "I'd like to. The wood-burning oven is kind of unpredictable."
"Hmm.
Might as well stay for dinner then. I can go get some meat from our
storehouse if ya like, Hank." Again, the words were casual but his
tone was not. They'd never had dinner before, or really shared anything
between them, and certainly not something as basic, as bonding as a meal.
Hank was pleased. He still felt very indebted to Logan and Marie for
saving both himself and his son. His slight delay of Sabretooth during
the most recent fight did not seem like repayment enough, not by a long shot.
Hank still had nightmares of Jules being spit-roasted alive in the hotel
lobby. And then there was Marie - Hank was eternally grateful for her
acceptance and affection toward Jules. She provided the boy with a
positive female role model, something Hank had given up hope of providing
for Jules after his wife, Jules' mother, had perished with the virus.
Hank suspected that a thousand dinners wouldn't sum up to a fraction of what
he owed the couple.
"Please,
I-I would be happy to share the elk Jules and I got yesterday."
"Big one!"
Jules put in.
"Yeah?"
Logan inquired. "You help your dad hunt one?"
"Yeah!"
Jules crawled from Hank's lap to scoot Marie over to make a place for himself
on Logan's lap. "It was scawy. Big one. But Dada get it.
We make stew."
"Stew sounds
good, kid." Logan scooted him back towards Hank, gently. "You
need us to help in the kitchen?"
"No, no,
stay put. Jules and I shall begin dinner if you shall keep an eye on
the cookies."
"Sure thing."
Marie leaned back into Logan's embrace as she watched the other two head
for the kitchen. "Dinner will be nice."
"Yeah.
Might as well eat with 'em, you know, since you're doin' the cookies."
Marie sensed his unease at this first venture into social territory, and
she soothed him with some gentle strokes to his chest.
"I like
spending time with them. They're good people." She leaned up
to give him a light kiss on the cheek. "But I like spending time with
you best. After dinner, I'll show you."
Logan growled
a bit at that. Making love with her, even the hint of it, evoked strong
physical and emotional responses in him. "Deal." He kissed her;
he couldn't really restrain himself when she was so close and alluding to
sex and smelling so good. When he pulled away, he had the oddest feeling
- it was like everything was calm, everything in his world was OK.
It was an alien sensation, but he finally pinned it down as he held Marie
in his arms. He was content. He was content. He squeezed
her and lay another kiss on her head, and told himself to enjoy this moment,
this new feeling. He wasn't sure what lay ahead for them, but he was
sure that in this moment, he was whole. There were people in his life
that mattered to him, and that he mattered to, and for now, they were all
safe, well, and happy. It was an odd feeling, very odd, but he wanted
to hang on to it for as long as he could. He held Marie a little tighter,
and found himself looking very much forward to dinner, and even more to what
came after.
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