Title: Leopold
and Logan
Author:
Terri
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PG-13
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Summary:
Hank's experiment goes awry and Logan gets to meet a certain Duke from 1876.
Comments:
This was inspired by a plot bunny from Alyx, encouraged by Allegra and Allison
(who named it Spohie) asking for a Logan/Leopold fic (from Kate and Leopold
for those of you who don't know....). This one didn't quite turn out
as the bunny originally wanted to - with both men fighting over Marie - but
I kinda like it anyway ;) I hope the bunny breeders do as well :)
Everything
was ready for the experiment - all of the equipment was fine-tuned, all the
conditions were favorable, and everyone was in their proper place, Bobby included.
"We are ready," Hank confirmed. For the first time, the X-men were
going to attempt to visit an alternate dimension. According to Hank,
there were particular times when the door between worlds was open, and today
was one of those times. More importantly, the next 'opening' was only
two days from now, providing for a quick return.
Bobby had
volunteered to do the traveling. Since they had no idea what they'd
find or where, exactly, they'd end up, those with obvious mutations were out.
Teachers were also ineligible - if there was some kind of trouble, here in
this world, they'd be needed. So, it came down to Bobby, St. John, Jubilee,
and Kitty. Hank was a little surprised when the Professor had picked
Bobby, but now, seeing him standing tall, pride puffing out his chest, Hank
was glad that his best friend was the Professor's choice.
"Bobby?"
From his position at the monitoring instrument station, Scott gave his young
protégée a measured look. Bobby nodded. Yes, it
was time.
Hank gave
his friend an encouraging smile. "See you in two days," he offered as
his large, blue, clawed finger pushed down on the big red button that would
take Bobby from this world and into the next. Just as his finger met
the plastic of the button, a loud pop and fizzle could be heard. Hank's
head turned, seeking the source of the disturbance. Scott's eyes followed
his. The very unwelcome sight of a small electrical fire emanating
from the vicinity of the supplemental power generator greeted them.
"Stop! Stop, Hank!"
Hank quickly
pulled his hand away from the button, but the damage had already been done,
he'd already pressed it. While Scott rushed to grab the fire extinguisher,
Hank turned to the spot where Bobby had just been standing, his heart already
heavy with regret at what might have happened to his best friend. "Bobby!"
But what he saw in that spot was Bobby, looking just fine.
"Uh, Hankster,
I'm still here, dude."
"Oh, thank
heavens," Hank sighed in relief. Scott was dousing the fire in chemical
foam, and Bobby was in one piece. Nothing had gone horribly wrong;
it was only a minor glitch. Yes, they'd missed the opening and they'd
have to wait another five and a half years before any reasonably close interval
would come again, but at least -
*COUGH,
COUGH*
"Bobby,
are you all right?" Hank looked back to his friend only to see confusion
on his face. "Bobby?"
"That wasn't
me." Bobby's gaze traveled down to the floor, and his eyes widened.
Whatever he was looking at was causing quite a bit of shock, judging by his
wide eyes. The equipment obstructed Hank's view from where he stood, so he
moved around it to get a better look.
What he
saw astounded him. It was a man - a man that hadn't been in the lab
only seconds before. It was a man, dressed in what appeared to be some
very nice late nineteenth century clothing. It was a coughing man,
slowly rising to his feet, and peering at Hank with undisguised shock.
It was a man that produced an identical reaction in Hank - because it was
a man who looked almost exactly like a clean- shaven, slightly younger Logan.
"Oh-oh,"
Hank understated.
"So you
are saying that you think instead of sending a man to one of these 'alternate
universes' that you speak of, you accidentally brought me through time from
1876 to - to the twenty-first century?" Logan - or rather, Leopold,
Duke of Logan (a small part of Canada near, sensibly enough, Lake Logan)
- spluttered in disbelief. "And in this time, you have 'mutants' like
the good doctor here?"
"Ah, yes,"
Scott answered, fidgeting in his chair and putting his hands on the kitchen
table in front of him. He was positively beside himself at the idea
of having to deal with double the Logans at the mansion. The one they
already had was causing enough trouble on his own, thank you very much.
Of course, this Logan seemed much more polite, well-groomed, and well-mannered,
a fact which both amused Scott and freaked him out.
"My goodness,"
Leopold sighed, sinking back into his chair. He hadn't wanted to believe
it at first, but the evidence was convincing - phones, televisions, newspapers
bearing the advanced date all tended to lend credence to the claims of these
strange men. Leopold pondered that, then said firmly, "You must send
me back at once. I have........business to attend to. You appropriated
me at a very inopportune moment. You must send me back immediately."
"Aren't you
even a little curious to check it out here?" Bobby asked, leaning toward
their new visitor. "I mean, if I got kidnaped into the future and -
"
"Let's -
let's not use the word 'kidnaped,' OK?" Scott already felt queasy about
the whole thing.
"Ah, OK.
If I, uh, landed in the future as the result of what was totally an accident
and in no way an intentional kidnaping, I'd want to take a look around.
You know, they might have flying cars or something."
"Do - do
you have flying cars?" Leopold asked.
"No," Hank
replied. "Leopold - "
"Duke Leopold,
Sir, or Your Grace, are my proper modes of address," Leopold interrupted
in a firm but gently instructive tone.
"Yes.
Of course. Sir, we cannot return you immediately. You traveled
through an interdimensional portal that only opens periodically. The
next opening is in two days. I shall endeavor to return you then, and
I feel fairly confident that we will be able to re-create the circumstances
under which it will be possible to do so, but until then, you are, ah, stranded
here. My apologies."
"Where,
exactly, is here? Am I still in New York?"
"Yes," Scott
supplied, "In Westchester. This place is the Xavier School for the
Gifted, a school for young mutants."
"Xavier,
you say? Are those the Dutch Xaviers by any chance?"
"Ah," Scott
looked to Bobby, then Hank for assistance. They had none to offer.
"I don't know. You can ask Professor Xavier in the morning."
Yes, Scott thought, right after I explain to him how we kidnaped one of Logan's
relatives from 1876. That should go over splendidly. "We'll find
you a room and some, ah, more appropriate clothes."
"Ah, Duke
Leopold," Hank interjected, "Would you mind me taking a small sample of your
blood? You see, we have a gentleman here -" Both Bobby and Scott snorted
at 'gentleman.' " - one who resembles you quite closely. I am curious
as to whether you may be one of his ancestors." And perhaps the man
himself, Hank added silently. Logan didn't age much and didn't remember his
past - in fact, Hank would wager money that this *was* Logan, except for
one thing. This man seemed unacquainted with the concept of mutants;
it would not seem to make sense that he himself would be one. Then
again, this would be Logan pre-claw-installation; perhaps he had not yet
noticed his healing mutation, though that seemed unlikely.
"Of course.
Do you keep the bleeding leeches in your laboratory?"
"Ewww,"
Bobby commented.
"Ah, no
leeches. Just - just a small needle, which I have here." Hank
produced the syringe. "If you wouldn't mind rolling up your sleeve
so that I can find a vein, it will take just a few seconds." Leopold
complied, and, as promised, Hank finished in short order. "There.
Now, I believe Scott can show you to - "
Hank was
cut off by Rogue's entrance into the kitchen. She was dressed in flannel
pajamas and gloves, probably awakened by one of her semi-frequent bad dreams.
"Hey guys, what's up? I thought Bobby - " Her words left her when she
caught sight of Leopold. "Logan, why are you dressed like that?"
Leopold,
for his part, seemed just as stricken by the sight of Rogue as she had by
seeing him, but in a much different and deeper way. "Mary," he whispered,
rising from the table. "Your - your face. It is - it must be
a miracle. Your face, your skin is completely healed."
"Logan?"
She looked equal parts confused and offended, thinking it was some joke about
her skin.
"Not exactly,"
Hank supplied. "This is Leopold, Duke of Logan, and we, ah, accidentally
brought him here from 1876 in this world instead of sending Bobby to another
world. He may be, ah, Logan's ancestor. There is quite a strong
resemblance."
"Uh, what?"
Rogue was still just staring at Leopold, who seemed to lose his shock at
her words, at least enough to walk over to her. He was staring at her
face every step of the way, and as he came within arms' reach, he ventured
out a hand to touch her cheek. She frantically backed up, putting her
hands in front of her. "Don't!" Scott, Bobby, and Hank echoed
her warning a split second later. "My skin, it can hurt you.
What's wrong with you, don't you remember?" Now, Rogue looked concerned
and confused.
"Rogue,
he doesn't know. He's Leopold, from 1876."
"Duke Leopold,"
he corrected Bobby, almost unconsciously. Bobby gave him an eye-roll.
"My most sincere apologies. I - I don't suppose your name is Mary,"
the Duke inquired.
Marie didn't
answer; she looked to Hank instead. "You're serious? This is some guy
from the past?" Hank nodded solemnly. "Oh, my."
"I apologize
for my forwardness, my lady. It is - it is simply that you very much
remind me of someone of my time."
"Uh, no
problem. But just - you can't touch my skin. It's my mutation
- it sucks the life out of anyone who touches it. I can't control it.
So, um, hands off, OK?"
"It brings
me deep regret to hear this," Leopold said sincerely. After a moment's
consideration, he carefully took her gloved hand in his. "But I am
very pleased to make your acquaintance. May I inquire as to your name?"
Marie had
an overwhelming urge to tell him her real name. Somehow, any version
of Logan seemed to bring that out in her. But she was very aware that
Scott, Bobby, and Hank were watching them intently. "I'm called Rogue
around here. It's nice to meet you too."
"Rogue,"
Leopold mused with a smile. "I see. You quite remind me of someone
I know in my time, a woman of unparalleled beauty and character. In
fact, you could be her double."
"Really?"
Rogue said.
"Indeed."
Leopold gave her a more open and warm smile than she'd ever seen on Logan,
and she found herself returning it. The moment was finally broken when
Scott cleared his throat.
"So, I'll,
ah, see you to your room, Duke."
"I can do
that," Rogue offered. "Where are we putting him up? Hey - does
Logan know about this?"
"Rogue, may
I speak with you privately for a moment?" Scott queried. She
reluctantly parted from Leopold, who gave her a formal bow. Scott pulled
her to the far side of the kitchen and spoke to her in hushed tones. "Look,
I know - I know you and Logan had some kind of falling out. I'm sorry
things didn't work out between you as you hoped, I really am. But he's
right, Rogue, and somewhere deep down, you know it too. He doesn't
love you, he doesn't love anyone. I know this guy looks like him and
seems, you know, a thousand times nicer, and I understand if you have the
urge to use him as a substitute, to try to - "
"I don't
need a lecture on my personal life, Scott. I thought those were supposed
to end after I turned 18 and graduated."
"Rogue -
"
"I offered
to show him to his room, nothing more. I'm not in a hurry to get my
heart broken again, trust me." Scott sighed, and softened. Rogue
softened too, and was now wearing an almost playful smile. "So where
do you want him?"
"Any of
the open rooms in the west wing will do. I'll tell Logan in the morning.
Be careful, Rogue." She nodded her reassurance, and turned to head
back to Leopold.
"So, uh,
if you need anything, I'm four doors down and across the hall." Marie
fidgeted a little. During her brief tour of the mansion and his room,
Leopold had never taken his eyes from her. She doubted that much of
what she was saying had registered with him at all.
"May I ask
an impertinent question?" Marie's eyes widened a bit, but she nodded.
"Rogue - is that your real name?"
"You saw
right through that one, hmm?" She eased; she'd expected some question
about her mutation. Taking a quick backward glance to be sure that
the door was shut, she stepped a little closer to him and confided in a whisper,
"It's really Marie. But no one knows that - well, no one here knows
that except for Logan."
"Ah," Leopold
smiled. "I shall keep your secret, my lady." He gave a bow with
a flourish, one that made Marie giggle. "You do quite remind me of
my Mary."
"Your Mary?"
Leopold flushed a little at that. Marie's amusement grew; she'd never,
ever seen Logan blush. She liked it.
"Well, not
- we are not betrothed. It was inappropriate to speak of her in that
fashion. I meant no disrespect. But I - she and I were - " Leopold
suddenly lapsed into silence. Marie left him to his thoughts for a
moment, then touched his arm. Seeing her warm smile, he decided to
confide something in her. After all, she'd trusted him with her name.
"You see, I am not normal. I have a - a defect of sorts. A horribly
freakish defect, I'm afraid."
Marie's eyebrows
knit in confusion, but then she got it. "Do you have claws? Is
that it?" Leopold's eyes widened at her correct guess. "Our Logan
has them too. Metal ones. I kind of always thought he must've had them
even before - well, he was - he was given some metal claws. But I always
thought he must've had some kind of claws before that. It's OK.
It's not, um, freaky or anything. It's just a mutation, like mine,
like all of ours. It's OK."
Leopold tried
to absorb her words. "I did not know anything of mutations before this
evening. Indeed, I do not believe that mine is one, but some wretched
curse upon me, some horrific punishment from God. They - they do not
frighten you? You do not think me some sort of - of animal? Some
sort of unholy aberration?"
"No, I don't.
It's nothing like that, it's not a curse. It's just - just a mutation,
just natural. I don't think you're 'unholy' or anything," she answered
gently. "And I'm sure your Mary wouldn't either. At least, if
she's anything like me, she won't."
Leopold let
out a sigh at that, relaxing. "She's actually quite a bit like you.
She and I - we were talking, and I quite rashly asked if I may call on her,
begin courting her. I was not thinking of the claws, of my horrible
secret, and how it might affect her to - to find out, and I am ashamed to
say that I found myself withdrawing my intentions and leaving before - before
I could find a proper way to disengage myself from my rash words. I'm
afraid I upset her, but I - well, I feared that she would reject me, yes,
but I was more afraid that she would be joining herself to an irredeemable
freak, one that - "
"Hey - you
have to stop thinking like that. Believe me when I say - you're better
off to let Mary decide if she can cope with those things herself. This
Logan and I - well, he's a lot like you." Marie's long- present soft
smile became wry. She shouldn't tell this to a stranger, but she felt
a kinship with him, and she knew he'd poured out his heart to her.
"I told him I loved him and he said he could never love me, that I'd only
get hurt. Trust me, Mary's heart will break if you don't give her the
chance to decide for herself. I know, deep down, that Logan loves me.
But he won't let us be together. It's broken my heart, and that's not
a lot of fun, take it from me."
"I am deeply
grieved to hear that he has hurt you. He must be a buffoon or a simpleton
to spurn the affections of one so special and so enchanting." Leopold
was genuinely confused by it; he couldn't fathom why this Logan person would
reject someone who seemed to so accepting and compassionate.
Marie gave
a half-hearted shrug. "That's very nice of you to say, but I'm no bargain.
I know part of it, part of why he doesn't want to be with me is because of
my skin. I've touched him with it twice and hurt him terribly each time.
I don't blame him for not wanting to be close to me."
Leopold took
a step closer to her, closing the distance between them to mere inches.
He held her eyes with his hazel ones. "Then he is a coward as well
as an idiot." He took her gloved hands in his, holding them gently.
"And a man of very limited imagination, not to mention poor philosophy.
Nothing worth having comes without some risk."
"He's a
good man," Marie whispered, feeling a little in his spell as his eyes continued
to hold hers. "Overall, he's been very, very good to me."
"You do
remind me of Mary, very much. She tends to see the good in others,
always."
"You said
something - something about my face, or rather her face."
Leopold straightened
a little, trying to find the polite words with which to explain. "Ah,
yes. She - she was in an accident as a young woman. Her uncle
Erik set fire to her family's home. Both of her parents perished in
the blaze, and Mary was severely burned. Her face, her entire left
side, as a matter of fact, was burned quite badly. She's very shy about
it, you know, very self-conscious. But all I've ever thought when I
looked at her was that she was *the* most beautiful woman. She's got
a way about her, something different, something pure."
Marie mused
upon the similarities to her own past. She'd never believed in reincarnation
or any of that kind of thing, but there was more than mere coincidence at
work here, that much was obvious. Setting those thoughts aside for
the moment, though, she replied, "She sounds very nice."
"She is.
My family - they want me to marry for money, marry some well-off duchess.
But the only woman I've ever thought of marrying has been Mary. My
family would be quite alarmed that I should consider marrying a commoner,
but I find her the most uncommon woman I have met." Leopold was gently
rubbing Marie's hands now, and she swayed toward him a little. "She
works as a barmaid. I met her in a local tavern, called the Rogue's
Lair. A bit of a rough place. Interesting coincidence that you
have chosen to call yourself Rogue. It suits you - you are quite uncommon
yourself."
"Thank you,"
she whispered, now leaning into his chest, their still-joined hands trapped
between them. "Logan and I kind of met that same way, in a bar.
You know, I really hope you and Mary can work it out when you get back."
"As do I."
The mention of his love seemed to pull Leopold out of his haze. He
gently backed away from Marie and released her hands. "Thank you for
a wonderful tour, Marie. I look forward to seeing you in the morning."
"You're welcome,"
she returned, smiling as she left him. Idiot, Leopold thought, watching
her go, this Logan fellow must surely be an idiot.
Logan woke
before dawn, as was now his usual. Ever since his little 'talk' with
Marie, ever since he'd tried to convince her it was only a crush and it would
never work, he hadn't slept very well. That was especially true on
those nights when Marie was wakened by his nightmares. Somehow, he
knew, even though he could no longer hear her creep from her room.
After their talk, she'd moved to the other wing. Logan hated not being
able to hear her through the wall.
For the
umpteenth time, he wondered if he should go to her, take the words back.
He hadn't really meant to say he could never love her; he'd just gotten so
caught up in trying to convince her it wouldn't work. After all, it
was best for Marie if she just found somebody else. Even if he couldn't
find somebody else, not somebody like Marie, she deserved so much better
than he could offer. He wouldn't play on her gratitude, her youth,
or her trust in him just to get what he wanted. He couldn't do that.
He had to think of her first.
But he hadn't
meant to say the love thing and he knew right away that it had hurt her,
a lot. He just didn't know how to take it back without looking like
an asshole. Maybe, he grimly thought in the dim early light, that's
because you are an asshole.
Logan wasn't
so blind that he didn't see how sad Marie had been since the talk, or that
it wasn't getting better, only worse. He knew some of the boys in her
class had asked her out; he knew she'd always said no. Her little girlfriends
gave him dark looks, and even Chuck was none too fond of him. Maybe
he should just go to her, apologize, explain what he'd been thinking.
At least then, she wouldn't be hurt so much. If he could just find
a way to tell her -
"Logan?"
"Whaddya
want, Hank?" The large blue-furred doctor opened the door and let himself
in, shutting it behind him. Logan could practically smell the trepidation
rolling off him. "What?"
"I'm sorry
to disturb you so early in the morning, but I have some, ah, interesting news.
Do you remember the experiment, the trip to an alternate world that we were
planning for last night?"
"Yeah.
What happened? Somethin' go wrong? Ya lose that little ice cube
kid?" Logan wasn't entirely unpleased by the thought - Bobby had been
one of the boys who'd asked his Marie out.
"Uh, yes,
something did go wrong, but, no, we didn't lose Bobby. We, ah, accidentally
brought someone here from the past instead of sending Robert into another
dimension. The person in question, that is, Duke Leopold - "
"You brought
back some Duke? Christ, Hank."
"Yes, well,
there is more to it, and - and I suppose that there is no easy way to inform
you of this, but - but it appears that the Duke we brought here is, ah, you."
Logan just blinked at him, so Hank clarified. "I ran a blood test.
His DNA matches the sample from you that we have on file. It matches
exactly. You were - were alive in 1876, and apparently you were a Duke."
"You've gotta
be shittin' me." Logan didn't remember his past, but he was quite sure
it didn't go back as far as 1876 or include being Duke of anything.
"I am most
certainly not. Blood tests do not lie. I - I am quite fascinated
by this, actually. I would have hypothesized that the present you may
have disappeared upon arrival of the past you or that - "
"Where is
this guy?"
"Down the
hall. I have yet to break the news to him, but - but I am sure he would
be interested in meeting you, seeing what he has become in the future."
Hank looked Logan up and down, wondering just what Leopold would think of
the results. "I shall wake him now. Would you care to meet him
at breakfast? Perhaps - he may be able to shed some light on your past,
your far past anyway."
"Yeah, yeah,"
Logan replied distractedly. "Damn."
"Quite,"
Hank agreed. "I'll see you downstairs."
Leopold took
the news with a fair amount of equanimity. Descriptions of Logan shared
by Scott and Hank had been less than flattering, but Marie's opinion of the
man was very high. Leopold trusted her judgment the best. He
asked her to accompany him to breakfast, where he was to meet his future
self, and felt comforted by her presence. His comfort level quickly
dropped when he got his first sight of Logan. He swallowed hard, and
rose to shake his hand.
"It is a
pleasure to make your acquaintance," Leopold offered. After a brief
hesitation, Logan took his hand and shook it.
"Yeah."
This guy looks like a pansy-ass, Logan thought, Hank's gotta be wrong.
There was definitely a resemblance, though, a very strong one.
"Shall we
sit?" Logan didn't like the fact that Marie was sitting right next
to his former self, although he was glad to see her. Spending time
with her was a rarity these days. "I am to understand that you had
an unfortunate incidence, that you have lost some of your memories."
Leopold glanced to Marie, and she nodded slightly, meeting Logan's eyes briefly
for the first time. Her eyes left his just as quickly as they'd come,
but he basked in her brief attentions. "I, ah, completely understand
if you prefer not to discuss such unpleasantness. Perhaps I could answer
any questions that you might have about your life prior to 1876."
"You're
a Duke of somethin'?"
"Yes, Duke
of Logan. It's a rather small patch of land in Canada. Marie
tells me that you spent quite a bit of time there, and I suppose you might
have been in some way drawn to your ancestral lands."
"*Marie*
told you that?" Logan couldn't help sending a harsh look her way.
He was supposed to be the only one who knew that little secret. And
just this him, not some weird past version of him.
"Yes, she
did." Leopold placed a gentle hand on her thigh, patted it, then removed
it. Marie smiled at his gesture. "I must say, you are not quite
how I envisioned myself turning out." The words had been even, polite,
but Logan still bridled at them. "I would have supposed that my desire
to present a pleasing countenance and to keep up with the basic demands of
grooming would not have varied over time."
"Yeah?
You got a problem with that?"
Leopold arched
an eyebrow, in a very familiar way. "I have much more of a problem,
dear sir, with my apparently having turned into some kind of rude boor, totally
devoid of manners."
"Logan,"
Marie interjected before he could retort. "I know it's a little weird,
but - but it's a chance to find out more about your past. I know how
much that means to you," she finished, in a soft voice.
"Then you
shoulda known I don't want you spillin' everythin' you got in your head about
me and what happened to some stranger," Logan said with heat.
"I - I didn't,"
Marie stammered. "I told him that you didn't remember past - past about
seventeen years back, that's all." Her eyes found the table. "I
was trying to help."
"Yeah, well
don't help me anymore, OK?" Logan regretted the harsh words almost as
soon as they were out. He couldn't see it, because Marie's head was
bowed, but he could smell her tears. "Look, I'm - I'm sorry, kid.
I didn't mean to say that. I just - " Now was the time to tell her,
he knew, the time to straighten everything out. But he didn't want
to do it with some prissy past self of his along for the ride. "Can
we talk? Just you and me, alone?"
"I said
I was sorry," Marie pled. She rose and fled from the table, Leopold
rising with her out of manner and concern.
"Marie,
wait!" Logan called after her retreating form. "Dammit," he cursed.
"Marie told
me that your memories were taken from you, nothing more," Leopold intoned,
catching Logan's attention. Despite his well-mannered behavior, there
was a fire and savagery in his eyes now. "I do not know what happened
to you, exactly, but it must have been truly horrible. I cannot imagine
myself transformed into someone who would not trust a woman like Marie, someone
who would treat her so roughly and carelessly. Do you not derive enough
satisfaction from knowing you have broken her heart? Need you continue
to demonstrate your lack of even the most basic regard for her at every opportunity?"
"Shut up,"
Logan replied, frustrated.
"If you
are what I become, sir, perhaps I should simply leap from a tall structure
now. I have no wish to devolve into some rude, crass, unshaven bully!
Good day, sir!" Leopold strode past Logan, following in Marie's wake.
Leopold found
Marie in her room, having gathered herself together reasonably well.
He tried to apologize for his future self's behavior, but Marie shrugged it
off, instead apologizing to him for things not having gone well. She
said that Logan was angry with her because of her feelings for him, and that
she should've known things would've been easier without her there.
She encouraged Leopold to talk to him again, but he refused.
"I have
no desire to speak to him again. It is much to my regret that I have
turned out to be such a person. Frankly, I hope that coming here, seeing
the warning of what lies in store for me, may permit me to make some changes,
to avoid whatever - "
"Oh!"
Marie jumped a little, her eyes suddenly wide.
"Marie?"
"Sorry -
sorry, I just - I thought of something." Her eyes were positively glowing
now. "You could maybe avoid - avoid what happened to make Logan lose
his memories. You could avoid getting caught by the government and
never - you'd never get hurt that way."
Leopold's
nose scrunched and he was obviously thinking her words through. At
length, he replied, "But you said that Logan saved your life, repeatedly.
What if that changes?"
"It's OK.
It - it doesn't matter. Don't you see? You have a chance to hang
on to your past. It means everything to you, to Logan. You have
a chance never to be hurt, really hurt. Leopold, I - I know that Logan
would be mad if I told you but the government people didn't just take his
memories. They covered his skeleton in metal, in adamantium and gave
him the metal claws. It was torture - they never used anesthetic and
they - it was just horrible beyond imagination, OK? You could avoid
all that, don't you see? You can go back knowing that it's coming and
you can try to avoid it." Now she was very excited, very animated.
"You can change what happens, you can keep your memories, your past.
It's the most important thing to you."
"It would
seem that saving your life is plainly more important than knowing my own
past." Leopold said gently, then took her gloved hand in his.
"I cannot imagine anything more important."
"I - I could
still be just fine. You don't know that that will change. But
you do know that you could avoid God-knows how many months of pain and years
of feeling lost, not to mention all the times I've hurt you with my skin and
- "
"Hush.
Marie, I will not hear of it. Unlike this man I have become, I do not
frighten easily; I am not so absorbed in myself that I am unfeeling toward
others; Marie, I am unafraid of meeting my fate."
"It doesn't
have to be your fate, now that you know. Please, please just think
about it. Please."
Leopold saw
her pleading, almost madly desperate eyes. "I shall think about it,"
he promised, honestly. "Now, since it does not appear that I will be
spending the day with my future self, I would very much like to spend it
with you. Would you care to show me the sights of this world?"
Marie gave
him a reluctant smile. "Sure. I'll show you around. No
problem."
"Thank you,
my lady," Leopold responded, kissing her gloved hand.
Marie and
Leopold made good use of the day. The next opening of the portal was
at exactly 5 a.m. the following morning, and Leopold wanted to see everything
possible in the time he had. Marie took him to museums, parks, shopping
centers, restaurants, and a movie. He seemed to be thoroughly enjoying himself,
and, truth be told, so was she. Not so long ago she and Logan had done
things like this, and Marie had sorely missed it. At the end of the
day, Leopold gave her effusive thanks, and she reiterated her plea for him
to take the chance to avoid his fate. He only smiled, kissed her hand,
said his goodbyes, and left her to sleep as he prepared for his return trip.
Marie couldn't
sleep, though. Deep down, she thought there was a fairly good chance
that, if Leopold followed her advice, she would no longer be alive.
After all, Logan had saved her from the road, from dying at the point of
his claws, and from Magneto. She considered for a moment whether the
fate of those affected by Magneto's plan, all those humans sitting below
the statue of liberty that night, would be changed, but she felt very confident
that Scott would've destroyed the machine with her in it if it came to that.
She didn't worry much that their fate would change; if her own fate did,
well, it was worth it to spare Logan all that he had suffered. And
there was a chance that things might still work out. She liked to think
that Leopold/Logan would still find some way to save her, still come to her
rescue without having to suffer for it himself, but she didn't count on having
such good luck twice.
She stayed
up into the night, waiting for five to come. She made sure that all
her things were in order in case they didn't disappear along with her, should
she go. She wasn't exactly sure how it would go if indeed Leopold did
change the past, and she wanted to be prepared. She divided her closet
into "Jubilee" and "Kitty" sections, put a note with her books indicating
that they should be donated to the public library, and left a note with her
CD player that said 'Bobby.' Lastly, she wrote brief notes to her friends,
and a long one to Logan, hoping they would survive even if she didn't.
At the end, she felt oddly at peace, and felt pleased with her decision.
More than anything, she wanted to give Logan a chance to avoid the most traumatic
event of his life. She'd seen it through his dreams, and she had no
illusions about how much he had suffered. The knowledge that she'd
given him an escape from that brought her contentment.
Her thoughts
were interrupted by a knock at her door. She looked quickly to her
clock. 4:58. "Come in," she called, thinking that perhaps something
was wrong, perhaps it was Hank coming to tell her they couldn't send Leopold
back.
"Hey," Logan
said sheepishly, sticking his head in the door. "I couldn't sleep and
I could hear that you were awake in here. Can I come in?"
"Sure," she
said in a shaky voice. Truth be told, she wanted to spend her last
moments with Logan if that's what her fate would be. She'd missed him,
really missed him.
"You OK?"
He must smell it on me, she thought, I'm not even crying, not even a little
bit.
"Just a
little sad," she whispered, patting a space on her bed for him to sit down.
"'Cause that
guy left?" Logan had given it a lot of thought. He'd promised
himself he'd be calm, not jealous. He wouldn't get mad just because
Marie preferred someone who treated her well. She deserved that.
"Sort of.
He's not actually gone yet. In two minutes." Marie watched as
Logan seated himself on the bed, looking nervous, fidgety. She wasn't
sure she should tell him what she'd urged Leopold to do, but some part of
her wanted him to know. It was too late to stop it and if it didn't
work, at least he'd know she tried. "I asked him to avoid the government
people when he goes back. I told him everything I could remember, and
I begged him not to let them catch him, no matter what. I'm sorry I
know I violated your privacy, but I wanted to give you the best possible
chance to avoid all that."
Logan's nervousness
was immediately replaced by a searching, figuring expression. "But
- but Marie, what if you - what if I don't find ya 'cause of that? What
if that fucks everythin' up and you die in that machine?" Piercing hazel
eyes locked on to hers, but she could only shrug. "Oh no, oh hell no.
I'm gonna stop this right now." Logan declared, rising from the bed. He didn't
trust the pansy-ass version of himself to suck it up and go through it all
to be sure Marie was safe. A tiny, but strong, arm stayed his progress.
"You can't.
Look. It's 4:59. He goes back at five, exactly. You won't
make it to the medlab in time. It's done, Logan. It's OK.
It's OK." She let him go, and he looked at her with abject horror,
frozen for a moment. After just a second or two, though, he jumped
at her, sweeping her into his arms and holding onto her for all she was worth.
"Dammit,
Marie, I can't lose you! I can't! I'm not gonna letcha go."
He tightened his grip, holding her to him seemingly tight enough so that
even time couldn't pry her away. "I'm never gonna letcha go, Marie, never.
I can't lose you, kid, I won't make it without ya. I need ya so much.
I can't - I can't letcha go. No. Never. Uh-uh."
"Oh, Logan,"
she sobbed holding him back just as tight.
"I'm not
lettin' ya go, Marie. Screw all this time travel thing. I'm not
gonna letcha go. I'm not, I'm not I'm not, I'm - "
"Logan -
"
"What?"
"It's 5:01,"
she whispered. "He's back." Strong arms eased from a death grip
and Logan let out a sigh. "He - he - Logan, why didn't he do something?
Why didn't he avoid it?"
Logan gave
a silent prayer of thanks that this earlier version of himself had somehow
either been brave enough to welcome his fate, knowing it would mean Marie's
life if he didn't, or stupid enough to still fall into government hands despite
Marie's warning. "'Cause even he knows you're worth anythin', anythin'
Marie. It's worth anythin' to keep you safe," he summarized.
"No," she
wailed, "No, I didn't want that." She broke off in sobs, and Logan
began to rock her. "I didn't want that for you."
"Shhh, baby,
shhh. I gotcha. You're safe. Everythin's OK. Everythin's
OK." Marie was still here, his past hadn't changed. He'd find
a way to work things out, he'd find a way to fix things between them.
As long as she was here, he still had that chance. Everything was just
fine.
Back in
1876, Leopold landed with a thud in the alley across from the Rogue's lair.
He came to his senses after a moment, and realized that there was someone
in the alley with him. In the next moment, he realized who it was.
"Mary?"
"Oh, Your
Grace." Mary was looking down on him, her hair undisturbed by her double's
white streak and her cheek still patterned with burn scars. "I was
so worried. You left in such a hurry, and I - I went after you, and
I saw this flash of light, and I - I just wasn't sure what had happened."
"Mary," Leopold
sighed, struggling to sit up. "I am so glad you are here. I -
I should not have left like that. I regret my words."
"I - I understand
why you withdrew your intentions, Your Grace. I do." Soft brown
eyes turned upon his and her face was lit with a compassionate smile.
"No, Mary,
I do not believe that you do," Leopold countered, taking one of her hands
in his. "I would very much like to call on you, Mary. I would
like to court you. However, I - I have a secret, one that I fear may
cause you to withdraw your openness to being called upon, ah, by me."
"A secret?"
"Yes.
I have a defect, a - a mutation." The word came from his lips with
difficulty. He was still struggling to believe what Marie had told
him, that he was not some unholy beast. "I do not wish to alarm you,
but I have claws, bone claws embedded in my hands. It is a secret,
one I have kept from every living soul, even my family. But before
we - we pursue a relationship, you must know."
Mary was
silent for a few moments. She seemed to decide something, then, taking
a firm grip on Leopold's hand, she stood up, raising him along with her.
"May I see them?"
"Of course.
Please, do not be frightened. I shall not harm you with them."
Mary nodded, accepting his assurances, and Leopold put the claws out on one
hand. "You see, they are - are quite irregular," he said, in a voice
choked with embarrassment and anxiety.
Mary tore
her eyes from the claws to look into his. There was no hatred, no fear,
no pity, no disgust in her gaze, only an incredible warmth. Leopold
found himself letting out a breath he hadn't been aware he was holding, and
smiling a little. "Does it hurt when they come out?" Mary asked, gently
running one finger along his middle claw.
"Every time,"
he answered honestly. Mary withdrew her finger, and Leopold put the
claws back in.
"I would
very much like to be called upon by you, Your Grace. I - I believe that
we would make a good pair. Both of us are a bit.......unusual."
She blushed when she said it, suddenly finding her own feet very interesting
to look at.
"I would
like that very much as well," Leopold said, with obvious relief. "Mary,
you should know that my family - my family's wealth is very limited.
All I really have left is some land, far north of here in Canada. I
cannot offer you a palace, or a life of luxury."
"I daresay
that any home with you in it would be luxurious enough, Your Grace," Mary
flirted a little, still blushing quite a bit and not looking at him.
Leopold felt a warmth stirring in him, unlike anything he'd ever felt before.
He didn't realize it at first, but he was issuing a soft rumble from the center
of his chest. Am I purring? he thought.
"Very well.
I shall call on you next evening. And Mary - " Leopold laid a gentle
finger on the underside of her chin and slowly lifted her head to look at
him. " - I am very much looking forward to it."
"Me too,"
she confirmed, meeting his gaze. Her eyes became playful all of a sudden,
and before Leopold quite knew what was happening, he had received a quick
kiss on the cheek. Now, he was the one turning various shades of red.
Mary giggled, once, at his surprise, then she solemnly took his hand in hers,
the one she'd seen the claws come from. She laid a gentle, deliberate
kiss on his knuckles, then released him. "Until tomorrow, Your Grace."
"Until tomorrow,"
he whispered, watching her go. Any tiny doubts he had about disregarding Marie's
advice and following a different path were had now vanished. If Marie,
as Leopold believed, was the reincarnation of his beautiful Mary, there was
no way he could take even the smallest chance of endangering her life, no
matter the consequences for him. As he watched Mary turn the corner,
he solemnly vowed that would do everything in his power to love and protect
both of them, all the days of his life.
Logan woke
to soft, midday sunlight filtering through Marie's blinds. He felt a
stab of panic, but quickly quelled it with a glance down at the still very-much-here
Marie sleeping in his arms. He remembered how she'd cried herself to
sleep, overwrought at her failure to get Leopold to do as she asked.
He gently moved her out of his embrace, reluctant to leave her for even a
moment, but needing to use the bathroom. He kept the door open, so
that he could keep an eye on her all the while, but his quick return to her
was delayed by something that caught his eye on her desk. It was an
envelope with his name on it.
Glancing
over at the still-slumbering Marie, he decided to open it.
<<Dear
Logan,
If you get
this, you probably don't really remember who I am. It's OK. I
just wanted you to know that I existed once, and that you and I were very
close. I loved you very much, with all my heart, and I think you loved
me a little bit too. There's so much else that I'd like to tell you,
but that's the important part. Just remember that you were the best,
bravest, most beautiful person I'd ever met in my whole life.
Marie
PS - Here's
a picture of us. It would mean a lot to me if you'd keep it.>>
Logan searched
the envelope and found the photo Marie had written about. She was sitting
next to him on one of the couches in the mansion den. A bright smile
lit her features and she leaned into his side. He was scowling at the
camera and he remembered why - the picture had been taken by Jubilee; she'd
been especially annoying that day. But Marie didn't look anything but
happy in the picture, and very happy to be with him. Logan's features
twisted in a grimace, and his eyes stung hot with tears.
"Logan?"
He sniffled, and put the note back.
"Yeah, kid,
I'm here." He turned to face her, eyes still a little wet. Marie
was struggling to sit up, rubbing the sleep out of her puffy eyes. There
was an imprint of the seam of Logan's shirt where her cheek had lain across
his chest, and her hair was wild, sticking up in every imaginable direction.
She's so beautiful, Logan thought. "Listen, we gotta talk."
She frowned
at that, and noticed the opened letter for the first time. "Don't be
mad about what I wrote, I - I just wanted to - "
"I'm not
mad," he said with more than a little difficulty. "I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for everythin' I said to you, but especially for sayin' I couldn't
love you. That was an out and out lie, and I was a rotten bastard for
sayin' it and double the rotten bastard for not fixin' it right away."
"Logan,
you're not - "
"Lemme finish,
Marie." He sighed, then went to sit down in the bed beside her.
"All I *can* do is love ya, darlin'. If you'd have been taken away,
I dunno what I'd ever do. I don't think I could go on without ya.
I know - I know I lost a lot. I know I don't have manners or groomin'
or a fancy title any more. I know I'm not even close to bein' good
enough for ya, and I know on toppa all that I hurt you bad. I can't
ask you to forgive me, but, Marie, I can't stop lovin' ya. Always have,
always will. I'm so sorry for everythin', so sorry."
She didn't
say anything at first, she only began to cry a little. Logan frowned
even more and reached out a tentative hand to rub her shoulder. Finally,
she said, "You don't have to be sorry. You've got it backwards, Logan.
I'm the one who's not good enough for you. You could never touch me,
never have a normal life, and I've got all these - all these weird people
in my head. I'm not a good deal, I know that. I know that and
I don't blame you for saying what you did. Maybe you could love me
Logan, but you could never be with me, and you're right about that.
That's the right thing. You don't deserve to be condemned to a life
like that. I'd never wish that for you, and you were right to say what
you did, to make me see how selfish I was being and how - "
"Stop it,"
Logan interrupted, in a thick voice. "Don't say stuff like that.
That's so stupid." Marie flinched at that, and Logan cursed himself,
wishing he could channel his former self just for a few seconds. "Sorry.
That came out wrong too. It's just that you thinkin' us bein' together
is wrong 'cause of your skin and all that stuff - that's just completely
wrong and the silliest thing I've ever heard. Your skin don't matter
to me none. The two times I touched you are the best two moments of
my whole life. One, 'cause I saved your life by doin' it, and that's
the most important thing right there. I saved your life, and I'd give
anythin' to be able to do that, as many times as you need, Marie. Two,
'cause I was touchin' ya - I was feelin' your skin on mine, and it was good.
Three, 'cause I was flowin' inta you, givin' you everythin' in my head.
Believe me, it's a lot easier than sayin' it in words. And the fact
that you didn't get scared, didn't run screamin' from me - it made me feel
good, feel a little normal, feel OK. I've never had that before you.
I lied to you and said I couldn't love ya 'cause I wanted you to have a good
life, not to be tied down to me. That's the only reason. But,
Marie I don't think - I don't think I was right to do that. I think
we kinda fit together. I think we kinda belong together. So just
forget about what you said about your skin and bein' selfish, and everythin'
like that. That's wrong too, just as wrong as I was. I think
we should just forget all that and stick together. If you wanna, I
wanna too."
She gave
him a watery smile and a nod, and his heart soared. "OK," she confirmed
in a whisper, collapsing into his embrace.
"I gotcha,"
Logan whispered, holding her tight. "Nothin's gonna take you away from
me now, nothin'." He gave one more silent thanks to his previous self
, then laid them both back down on the bed. For the first time in a
long time, he smiled. He had Marie now, and nothing could be wrong
as long as that was true, as long as she was still here. He gave her
a soothing caress, then a kiss to the head. "I gotcha," he affirmed,
"I gotcha."
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